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[_fool]

my god have my emotions been a roller coaster lately. as i'm certain is clear to the 3 remaining readers of this blog and my twitter stream, i've been having a hard time with my ex. feelings of betrayal, bitterness, sadness, needing space and hating when i have it. completely fucking irrational and pretty unhappy some of the time

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[cratermoon]

I know how it can hurt. Hit me up if you want to commiserate.

[cratermoon]

I should also mention that if you ever have an inclination to meditate with others, I've been practicing for many years and would welcome the discipline that comes with sharing a sitting with others.

[_fool]

don't know that it makes sense at this stage in my practice to meditate in a group, since i only do it for 15 minutes and i do it before getting out of bed...

maybe as my stamina increases it would make sense, though you are a bit of a haul to get to in the morning =)

[_fool]

i might give it a try after pedalpalooza. at the moment i'm thinking stupid-early AM class just so i have room in my day without sacrificing a precious evening...

[_fool]

funny, since i am such a sleeper-in, but i have no issues with early morning workouts. it's just the getting out of bed that's unacceptable. that first step is a doozy.