I Need This Right Now to Figure Myself Out
So I promised it. And here it is: my self doubts. I need to get this out because keeping it within me doesn't help.
SELF DOUBT NUMBER 1
What if I'm not a good journalist?
SELF DOUBT NUMBER 2
I'm not pretty.
SELF DOUBT NUMBER 3
I'm not likeable enough.
SELF DOUBT NUMBER 4
I'm not smart enough to succeed at college...or anything else after college.
SELF DOUBT NUMBER 5
Even after college I won't be 100% decided about what career path to take.
SELF DOUBT NUMBER 6
Nobody will love me enough to "live happily ever after" with me.
SELF DOUBT NUMBER 7
I'm not talented enough at any one thing to do something...anything with my life.
SELF DOUBT NUMBER 8
I'm not a good photographer
SELF DOUBT NUMBER 9
I won't make any friends after high school.
SELF DOUBT NUMBER 10
Do I worry too much about what other people think of me?
Haha. This is kind of ironic. I just asked my mom, "What if I don't win this scholarship?" And she replied, "Well then it won't put as much pressure on your brother." I add, "But then we'll be a family of losers." And my mom says back, "Well...some family has to be the family of losers." It seems like she never has any self doubts where I have a number of them.