AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! WHY IS LIFE THIS WAY!! WHY CAN'T I ESCAPE THIS LIFE!!??? WHY MUST EVERYTIME SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENS TO ME IN MY LIFE I CAN'T SHAKE "HIM"! OMG WHAT KIND OF CONTROL DOES "HE" STILL HAVE OVER ME! I THOUGHT I WAS ( Read more... )

there is just so much i want to say and i don't know where to begin. i feel like i owe some people an explanation, i feel like i want to scream at the top of my lungs and get all my anger out, i want my sins to become human (haha sorry that's something from english) but all jokes aside..i am pent up and i need to be let free
i am sick of being ( Read more... )

Ever just feel left out? As if the whole world has plans to do the same thing, but you don’t know about them or weren’t invited to them? It’s an odd feeling is it not? So then why do people feel this way when there is no possible way this could happen?

[ I don’t know what to do I’m always in the dark]

omg there was a fire or something at carmel high school towards the end of driver's ed. it was fun to get out early but weird..like a fire was going on while we were learning safe driving!..i give props to carmel for that.
i don't want to do homework during the yankee game =*( so i'm going to barely finish that and watch my yankees take the sox is ( Read more... )

i feel like a total bitch for getting mad at myckie last night and now he's nowhere to be found and i want to talk to him but i can't find him =*(

why does this bother me so much? i trust him but i refuse to trust her. i don't care that they're friends, i don't mind that they hang out, i mind the fact that she wants him and she knows very well he is with me. i know he isn't and wouldn't do anything..he's very much into our relationship so why can't she back off? there is no need for ( Read more... )

i really hate it when people hate me for no reason. if i did something to you or gave you a reason to hate me that's understandable, but why do people hate me for no reason what so ever? that really bothers me =(

=D..i've been in a happy mood all day..i think it's because i totally ACED moloney's test like a freaking profession!!! oh hells yes!!! that and we're playing basketball in gym =D oh double hells yea! haha
ok this is it!! i am forever mad at dan garcia! ALLLLLLLLL day this boy kept giving me an attitude and he saw me with myckie before 7th PUSHES ME ( Read more... )

i've been in my emo moods lately =*( i can't break it..i want to be happy caitie again not emo caitie..ugh the love of stress

i'm making a whole Our Lady Peace mix in pro-tools..that makes me happy because I <3 OLP =D
i stayed after school with moloney for our history test thursday and friday and it was a waste of my time because if i didn't already know the answer i didn't need to know it for the test..so yea a total waste of time so now i'm busting my ass studying in a " ( Read more... )