I was doing some psychology research, and came across this stuff. The bolded information applies to me 100%.

"An inferiority complex, in the fields of psychology and psychoanalysis, is a feeling that one is inferior to others in some way. Such feelings can arise from an imagined or actual inferiority in the afflicted person. It is often ( Read more... )

I'm trying really hard, but I'm still far from okay.

I really want friends.
I got no texts today, except from my mom.
I just want to cry all the time.

I just want morning to come. Everything's better during the day.

Last night I went out with two of the girls from work, and had a great time. It's nice to go out with girls for a change, lol.
Today was alright... woke up at 12, went out to buy a new office chair with my mom, then went to work.
But now I'm tired, and it's not even 10 yet.

My cholesterol went down. That's good. Used to be 272 and now it's 252. Which is still FREAKISHLY high, but it's a start ( Read more... )

I know that somewhere, deep down inside, there's a humongous post that wants to come out.
It's just been such a long time since I've actually written something, that I almost don't know where to begin.

To start somewhereMy day was alright. Woke up feeling like a bag of death because I only got about 4 hours of sleep. But lab went quick, then I ( Read more... )

So for the first time in six years (and quite literally, because I started this journal on October 6th, 2004), this journal will have a public entry.

Hi guys.

Ok, I had this posted up on here a few days ago, but I revised it because I wasn't totally diggin' it.
There's still massive work that needs to be done. But this is the rough draft, thus far.

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So I finally cleaned my room, and I found this journal from like two years ago, and I started reading it... and I came up with some really cool things. Here are some ( excerpts )

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I think I need daily reminders to update this friggin thing ( Read more... )