No one comments anymore.. so i'm bored and this journal is becoming useless. My life bores me aswell. There's no point anymore, i mean there is.. i enjoy life alot of the time but the rest of the time i hate it. I get depressed far to easily. I let people treat me like shit, especially lads.. 2 lads have treated me like shit so far in a few months ( Read more... )

I don't know what to write really. I've made Vicky a new site cause i was bored and i felt like making a site. Been talking to Jacob aswell today and he's invited me and Kath to go to stay the night at his soon cause his parents are going away. So i suppose that's cool =) Nothing else has really happened.. i'll update later when i actually have ( Read more... )

Ah! I have to keep working my days round other people now. if someone wants to go somewhere on a certain day then i go, but then they won't do the same for me. It's getting to me. If i don't go to Manchester next Saturday then that will be 3 weeks at least till i go again, but no i HAVE to go Lea Green on Friday... i feel out of place there because ( Read more... )

I am never dying my hair again! I'm now stuck with this permanent blue/black mess which i'm already sick of! Not only that but yesterday when i seen Jacob i was drunk i said stupid things and i sent a stupid txt. Yeah, so why couldn't i settle with 'I do really really like you' I was all up for apoligising when he comes online or when i see him on ( Read more... )

Ah, i've had such a crazy 2 days

Friday~ Last day of school, went pretty quickly really. Got home and packed my bag with some jumpers and got my money together and set off to ruff it on a hill. Obviously my parents never knew that i was going on a hill they thought i was stayin round the corner at my mates.... got there and i thought it was going ( Read more... )

Why did he have to tell me that he still likes me?! Why did he have to start fookin arguin with me?! WHY?! Last night talking to him and Jay was going really well until then and i didn't know what to say and now he's being really off with me and stuff...

lol, well it didn't last. He was upset cause his parents were splitting up then he decided he needed to be with someone closer to where he lives... so he asked Mary out.. she said no, so now he's got no one. Last night Vinny told me that he still has feelings for me, for fucks sake. I'm all over the place, people are posting shit on Vinnys ( Read more... )

Fookin hell! There really should be a cure for paranoia!

Yesterday... me, Kath, Rach B, Stacey, Nick, Vicky and Terry went to Manchester. Seeing as me and Kath go basically all the time we get on with everyone just about and never find it boring no matter what, Terry gets on really well with Vinny and Jacob and basically everyone so he's happy ( Read more... )

I should really write this on my journal that my mates can read, but then Katherine will see it and it's about her ( Read more... )

GO KAY GO KAY!!!! yay, had a really good weekend!!! Went to Manchester on Saturday with loads of people and then i had some wine and went in the fountain in the freezin cold and it started raining, so Vinny, Jacob and Terry joined in and i kicked Vinny so now my toes fucked up and i'm off school! hehehehehehe.... Yeah then i went back to Lea Green ( Read more... )