tonite was very interesting......i partied a bit.....jessen and i went thru some unnesecessary bullshit...but the good news is that...EVRYTHING IS OK NOW.....i love jessen and shit is going to get better.....new years is tomorrow and i can't even spend it with the person i truely love the most.....it just hurts.....i cried b/c i just want to be with him when we move from this shitty year to a brand new one....but i have to see him afterwards.....o well....i'll get over it....newho i am gunna get blazed, make some jewelry and pass out.....
<3xoxo love you baby......tontie was gayy and i'm sorry....i never wanted to let you go......i'm glad u fought back to keep us together.....it means so much...love you forever babydoll