pimpin*the*trailblazer
i'm in a pickle....the love of my life thinks that i am getting bored with him and that i don't care....but honestly i am NOT BORED and i care so much it's not even funny.....i sit and take shit about my friends from him, i spend all my time with him, i am always listening, and i am always here....no matter what......i love him with all my heart and it breaks my heart to think that i am hurting him b/c of my problem.....it's not fair......baby if u read this....i love you soooo much.....and i care way more......u r my everything and i need you.....i am always going to need you.....u r like a highly addictive drug......i will never be able to lose you.....i'm sorry for everything...i really am.....
there is black cloud that follows me 24/7......
...i wish the sun would hurry up and come already