Being that the heat is keeping me up, I thought I'd make an update like Paisley asked me to earlier ( Read more... )

Just got done reading everything ( Read more... )

I've wanted this for so long. Why am I so fucking terrified of it?

I can't handle judgment and I just can't help but feel like I'll never be good enough.

I feel like I'm simply a filler till what you want comes along.

Not the first time you've made me feel like this. Definitely not the last.

I'm not good enough to have what I want anyways.

I'm starting to feel sick to my stomach with frustration. Apparently I'm on trial at all times. Anything I've said before will be held against me. I can't win. I can't just express genuine emotion. Oh no. Someone will give me shit for that. I can't feel more than one thing. Confused emotions aren't allowed. I thought we talked about it. I don't ( Read more... )

So it's New Years Eve and here I am again. Lets see how well I did this year.

(+) ~ Yes!
(-) ~ No!
(/) ~ Eh!

2007 Goals
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So I've been working roughly 50 hour weeks at UPS. I hate it but I'm just about out of debt to my dad from the car accident so that's good ( Read more... )

My mother is a raging alcoholic ( Read more... )

It's funny, talking to everyone.

We're all struggling in one way or another. Seriously, all of us.

Mostly financial, duh. But I'll be damned, it seemed like everyone was so much happier during summer. As soon as fall hit, there went our happiness, and our money.

Does it ever get easier? Seriously, when will we not be in debt ( Read more... )

So if your name isn't Paisley, feel free to ignore this k?
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Might I just say she's the most amazing girl I've ever met ( Read more... )