Lala
SO! I screwed up again... Yeah... I think it's... over. I can't blame Mizuki-san, though... I'd hate me too... I mean... That's wrong, isn't it? Letting your brother do that to you... Even if you're drunk... It still hurts... but I've got to at least try to be happy... or at least appear it... Aniki would keep giving me those concerned looks if I didn't. I don't want his concern or pity. But I don't want to be alone either... Even if I deserve it. I'm a horrible person... I shouldn't have agreed to have a drink with Aniki... I shouldn't have agreed to take a bath. It didn't seem that bad at first... I REALLY shouldn't have drank as much as I did... at least not at once... I'm such an idiot. I just want to crawl under my bed and die... and rot... very slowly... and let rats eat me... I deserve to be eating... actually... let the rats eat me when I'm alive... Put a bucket against my stomach and heat the bottom of it... with rats in the bucket... so that they'll eat me to get out. Like the Yakuza do... I deserve that punishment... I miss Mizuki-san... I'm such an idiot...
My client had a really interesting shirt on tonight... It said "Prone to Biting"... ( o_o ) I was just sitting there... staring at his chest. It had a ... uh... what are they called... tootsie pop? on it.
Aniki's gonna give me my surprise soon... I can't wait...
My client had a really interesting shirt on tonight... It said "Prone to Biting"... ( o_o ) I was just sitting there... staring at his chest. It had a ... uh... what are they called... tootsie pop? on it.
Aniki's gonna give me my surprise soon... I can't wait...