I fell, this time I won't get up

It time for me to give up

I'm tired of trying and nothing going right

I'm tired I throw in this sword of fight

This soul of confusion slowly decays in a body unworthy of such a gift

My spirits need more than just a lift

The sissors are an inch away from disaster

The pain this way come must faster

Soaked in tears ( Read more... )

The Holiday Season... Merry Fuckin Christmas, and a Happy Freakin New Year-

Yes can't you all tell that I am just so happy? lol I hate the holidays. I mean there is room for love, but not this year. Alone again. Inside my head.

I wish i could embrace this reality that I have lived in for just so long,

but it seems everything that goes bad goes ( Read more... )

Today was ok. I was tired as hell. I had an okay day at school till then end, but I'm not gunna go there. So i come home lay down a bit, cuz I'm not feeling too hot. My brother is yelling at me. I can't stand it. He thinks he's the boss, but w.e. Then my dad comes home and is telling me to do this and that and that and this. And I'm like Whaaaa? ( Read more... )

You are my sun shine has been through my head all day. I guess maybe for me to brake out of the sadness that stuck us all today. A girl named Kathy Walsh died today during some type of complication during surgery for her knee. I knew her, my brother knew here, my mom and dad. Practically my whole school did. I felt so much for everyone, I myself ( Read more... )

I need to know-

what the hell do u think about me, tell me all-

with names or w.o

Yeah.. Why bother. Another disappointment added to the damned collection. yay Me. Yeah a lil sad and what not. I know for a fact he doesn't like me and that he won't. Well w.e I think I am just going to give up liking ppl all in the first place. lol That sounds like an idea to me.

JEN SWEET 16 ROCKEDit was mucholy awesome. I had lots of fun. I ( Read more... )

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I just learned that this is something really wrong with my dad's bad leg.And they said to him last time if anything else bad happened to his leg they would have to operate, and the last time they operated they had to recessate him. This is not go at all. Nope. So much for my mental health day. More like a fucked up head day. I thought I might have ( Read more... )

If I told you that I can't take this would you stop ( Read more... )

for the bottom entry for the part i'll miss her means my grandma u fucks
so just fuck off- ur the reason i hate the world