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Damn my unappealing figure and frizzy retard hair. Damn my unattractiveness as a whole. It sucks mucho. ;_; Especially when a good chunk of the guys you go to school with could probably wear a dress and look over 9000x better than you. It's true .w.
Oh yeah...I'm supposed to be not caring about boys. Rite. I need to work on the not-caring-ness. xAx At any rate, I think he hates me. I'm not sure what I did to merit the hate, but I swear I'm the only one he doesn't talk to. He doesn't even *look* at me, and if he does by some stroke of luck, he looks like he's imagining multiple ways to murder me. I'm not THAT ugly, am I? And I'm not loud like the raging weeaboos who blare their crappy J-Pop and do those weird dances in public...WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS *wails* He's probably got a hot girlfriend back whereever he came from. Maybe he doesn't even realize that I exist and I'm making too much of this. BUT THEN WHAT WAS THAT SUPREMELY ANNOYED COAT SWISH FOR!? WHY. ARE. BOYS. SO. DIFFICULT?!
*goes back to drawing my own men and being basically a pathetic human being* u____u I'm destined to become an unmarried old woman with a house full of cats. But I like cats, so it all works out.
ANYWAY. Hi. o_O I think I finally have a handle on 3-D for the time being. At least I can wrap my head around the assignment now. (Getting the chipboard to do the homework, now there's something that's going to be fun. If I had gotten to the bank last week...)
Apparently the storyboards I did for that anthology thing with Manga Club look good to the prezzys ;w; This is good news. I might actually get to be in the damn thing if I can make the actual pages look as good as the storyboards. But lol at the president being the only one to not get my story when everyone else does. She's a sweetheart, but wtfx I made it simple on purpose even though the lack of depth to the characters is killing me slowly.
And I totally went on a Final Fantasy IX, X, and XII music rampage last night. I love having all this music again. xD My iTunes library went up from 1.2 days to 1.4. And it's STILL puny compared to everyone else's. The roommate's got something like 14 days? I can't even imagine...
Random question: Does anyone have Opera #2 by Vitas and wouldn't mind throwing it my direction? Google is being completely unhelpful ;_;
LATER THAT DAY...
Omg, u gaiz. I just got back from a Halloween party. Liek, a real one fer srs. Dancing, beer and costumes ftw? (I was a good monkey and didn't drink, lol. It's for the best; one rum and coke mix at my aunt's house and my vision was blurring, for serious) homg I DANCED IN PUBLIC. I BARELY KNOW WHO I AM ANYMOREEEEE @A@ But it was...fun. Until I couldn't even dance right because of being sandwiched in like a fscking sardine. Also, I love that the creepy guy who was getting way too close to the girls tried to dance with me that one time. Lol, no thanks, dumbfuck. When we couldn't breathe anymore, we decided it was time to go, at least a few of us. And the guy that I think hates me but I still fawn over? Yeah, he saw me dancing because he was there. I almost croaked when one of the girls from Manga Club pointed him out to me. xDDD;;;; I hope he liked what he saw and wasn't even more disgusted with me. As a matter of fact, I hope EVERYONE from my section saw me and now knows that I can kinda dance kinda. (except when I zoned out and was only half-dancing, lol.) How's THAT for a 180?
...wow, odd that I found that fun, huh? I'm honestly surprised that I wasn't completely bored the entire time. I mean, definitely not an every night thing, Christ no. But maybe every other weekend...I dunno =w=;;;;
*FEET FALL OFF AND TURN TO DUST* I would KILL for a soda right now. *moths fly out of wallet*
Oh yeah...I'm supposed to be not caring about boys. Rite. I need to work on the not-caring-ness. xAx At any rate, I think he hates me. I'm not sure what I did to merit the hate, but I swear I'm the only one he doesn't talk to. He doesn't even *look* at me, and if he does by some stroke of luck, he looks like he's imagining multiple ways to murder me. I'm not THAT ugly, am I? And I'm not loud like the raging weeaboos who blare their crappy J-Pop and do those weird dances in public...WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS *wails* He's probably got a hot girlfriend back whereever he came from. Maybe he doesn't even realize that I exist and I'm making too much of this. BUT THEN WHAT WAS THAT SUPREMELY ANNOYED COAT SWISH FOR!? WHY. ARE. BOYS. SO. DIFFICULT?!
*goes back to drawing my own men and being basically a pathetic human being* u____u I'm destined to become an unmarried old woman with a house full of cats. But I like cats, so it all works out.
ANYWAY. Hi. o_O I think I finally have a handle on 3-D for the time being. At least I can wrap my head around the assignment now. (Getting the chipboard to do the homework, now there's something that's going to be fun. If I had gotten to the bank last week...)
Apparently the storyboards I did for that anthology thing with Manga Club look good to the prezzys ;w; This is good news. I might actually get to be in the damn thing if I can make the actual pages look as good as the storyboards. But lol at the president being the only one to not get my story when everyone else does. She's a sweetheart, but wtfx I made it simple on purpose even though the lack of depth to the characters is killing me slowly.
And I totally went on a Final Fantasy IX, X, and XII music rampage last night. I love having all this music again. xD My iTunes library went up from 1.2 days to 1.4. And it's STILL puny compared to everyone else's. The roommate's got something like 14 days? I can't even imagine...
Random question: Does anyone have Opera #2 by Vitas and wouldn't mind throwing it my direction? Google is being completely unhelpful ;_;
LATER THAT DAY...
Omg, u gaiz. I just got back from a Halloween party. Liek, a real one fer srs. Dancing, beer and costumes ftw? (I was a good monkey and didn't drink, lol. It's for the best; one rum and coke mix at my aunt's house and my vision was blurring, for serious) homg I DANCED IN PUBLIC. I BARELY KNOW WHO I AM ANYMOREEEEE @A@ But it was...fun. Until I couldn't even dance right because of being sandwiched in like a fscking sardine. Also, I love that the creepy guy who was getting way too close to the girls tried to dance with me that one time. Lol, no thanks, dumbfuck. When we couldn't breathe anymore, we decided it was time to go, at least a few of us. And the guy that I think hates me but I still fawn over? Yeah, he saw me dancing because he was there. I almost croaked when one of the girls from Manga Club pointed him out to me. xDDD;;;; I hope he liked what he saw and wasn't even more disgusted with me. As a matter of fact, I hope EVERYONE from my section saw me and now knows that I can kinda dance kinda. (except when I zoned out and was only half-dancing, lol.) How's THAT for a 180?
...wow, odd that I found that fun, huh? I'm honestly surprised that I wasn't completely bored the entire time. I mean, definitely not an every night thing, Christ no. But maybe every other weekend...I dunno =w=;;;;
*FEET FALL OFF AND TURN TO DUST* I would KILL for a soda right now. *moths fly out of wallet*