Enough Is Enough....

[_genevieve_]

Have you ever been pushed to the point where you're just not sure anymore which end is up and which end is down? Have you ever been told that you are hated, and then that you are loved, and then that you are hated, and then you are loved (and so on and so forth), so many times that you're starting to wonder which is the actual fact and which is

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[marinalicious]

Gen

[_genevieve_]

I'm just tired of being walked on. I tired of taking the abuse of being used by people. I truely feel like there are people in my life who take advantage of me on a day in and day out basis. And there are others who just take me for granted. Hell, a few people in my life do both. And I let them. I'm an idiot for that. I'm not going to do it anymore because I just can't. People have worn me down and worn me out and I've just been pushed to far I guess. I know you would be here for me if you could be, but in a way you are. I love you Marina, and I miss you like crazy. You are always with me in my heart and I know you're just a phone call away. I can't wait to see you when you come back home to cali. I will come up to see you in a heartbeat. I'll drive the 8 hours if I have to - lol - I will be there, I promise!!! ;D I love you so much - thank you for being such an amazing friend to me <33333

[marinalicious]

Don't not do it just because you cannot anymore. Do it because you know that you deserve better. <3

[_genevieve_]

I know I do - and that's why I just can't do it anymore <3

[dawniedear]

you're right. you don't deserve it.

[_genevieve_]

Dawn, we're a lot alike in so many ways. I know if anyone knows where I'm coming from, it's you - lol - I've just been pushed too far and the time has come for me to stand my ground and stand up for myself. If those that are close to me will not put me where I belong, then I'll pick myself up and put myself there, because I know I've grown fed up beyond belief of being knocked down time and time again. I don't deserve t be unhappy all the time. I don't deserve to cry myself to sleep more nights then not. I don't deserve to be made to feel like I'm a lesser person. I am better than all of that, and I know that now. You're a good friend Dawn and a great person. I'm glad I have you in my life :) thank you for everything <33333

[miss_autumn]

I think Marina summed it up very well. I hope to be able to show you what an amazing person you are in my life. that you are cherished and adored .. that i no longer walk blindly .. that you deserve the moon and the stars. and to be loved and cherished beyond comprehension. i thank you for your selflessness and understanding .. your loving and forgiving heart. .. your beautiful smile that can warm my whole day .. you are one of the greatest people I know . . please don't change who you are .. just take care of you first and foremeost always

[_genevieve_]

I know it took me awhile to get to where I could start letting you back in. It's only because I was hurt, but I want to let all that go now. I'll admitt that it's hard sometimes, but it's getting a little easier everyday. The fact is that I love you very much and have missed you a great deal, and not having you in my life is way worse than any hurt I've felt over what happened. It might take awhile for me to let it all go - I just don't know - I take it a day at a time, but I am trying. And I'm trying because I love you <333333

[lagwagonmonkey]

just as you said to me i will say to you.....i dont feel sorry for you

[_genevieve_]

omg - you are simply unbelieveable Greg - will you stop at no lengths to try and make yourself look better and others to look worse? well, guess what - in our case, I am the fucking victim - and you're right - I have let you do it to me - but not anymore - I'm sick and tired of your abuse - and as far as relying on you goes, I have yet to be able to fully rely on you for anything because most of the time, you're never there - so I guess all I ever was to you was just an ex girlfriend after all, huh? Thanks for lying to me YET AGAIN - and the only reason we are where we're at right now is because of YOU!!! I'm sick of you manipulating me into thinking it's my fault - you were fucking up our relationship from the beginning - you were lying ot me as early as january - you say you love your friends, but you make them feel like shit - just like you do to me - oh, and every problem or argument that I've ever had with marina and autumn, they are fully aware of because we worked it out like adults and friends - but thanks for reminding me

[lagwagonmonkey]

again you spin it in your favor

man i wish people could see our lives while we were together....i think some eyes would be opened.

want to keep doing this in your journal?

let me save you the trouble....i am always wrong and you are always right. good enough for you?

[_genevieve_]

thank you for blocking me from posting in your journal greg ;D how much do you love and care about me again and not want to hurt me ever? what fucking bs