::sighs::

[_genevieve_]

I keep thinking that maybe if I just keep hanging in there that things will eventually work out for me in life, but they never do =/ and on top of that I always end up making things worse eventhough I want to make them better ::sighs:: I wish I had more to give to the people in my life that are hurting so much right now, but I feel so empty and

Comments

[tibby1]

:(

I am sorry sweetie
I know exacty how you feel...::::hug::::

[_genevieve_]

Sometimes I just wish I had a magic wand and could make things better for everyone =/

[tibby1]

you are like me, always so worried about everyone else around you, yet when it comes to you you tend to overlook it.
Thats how I am, I try so hard to please everyone and make them happy. I over look my own state of mind and even times wel being. I love my friends and family so much I always put them before me, and when they hurt I hurt sometimes even more than they do.

you are not alone sweetie....I wish I had that same magic wand

[_genevieve_]

I always seem to make things worse for people though and it kills me :( I just wish I knew how to be everything that I need to be ::sighs::

[miss_autumn]

I wish i could fix it :( I love you

[_genevieve_]

I wish I could make things better for you :( I love you autumn <333333

[macsmooth]

thats one of the most frustrating things in live, and w/ friendships/relationships. We do what we can, but sometimes feel like its not enough. Making sure that the person knows that your friendship/love comes unconditionally, and that your intentions are always in what YOU feel are the best interest of THEM is what should give them solace. You can't always make things right in your, or others lives. You just gotta learn to roll w/ the punches, they hurt less.

I adore you endlessly. <3

[_genevieve_]

all I ever do is rool with the punches - but here for awhile now it feels like they've been coming at me with a 2x4 and a stun gun =/

<333

[macsmooth]

umm *thinks* work on your floating like a butterfly, and stinging like a bee <3

[_genevieve_]

I'm more of a moth than a butterfly and not so much a bee even is I wanna be

[lagwagonmonkey]

i would trade my life for your happiness :*(

[_genevieve_]

I don't think I was ever meant to be happy

[tibby1]

That makes me so sad to hear
from just getting to know you here gen, I think you are a wonderful person....ILU

[_genevieve_]

I try to be a good person, but I make stupid mistakes a lot - besides, I've always known there was something wrong with me because I've never been good enough to please most of the people in my life or to make them happy - they can't all be wrong ::shrugs::

[cr0okedhalo]

babydoll

[_genevieve_]

I love you too natalie - you are a good friend and I miss you like crazy - sorry I've been so down for so long now - I know I manage my up days from time to time, but 90% of the time I know I'm a total bummer to be around right now and it's why I don't get out around people much right now - but I love you lots and lots and will totally come up and hang out with you again very soon - I like escaping to your house and I miss little milo, otis and lil bunny foo foo too, but most of all - I miss YOU <3333333