Sometimes....

[_genevieve_]

Don't you just wish you could burn things out of your memory but the more you want to think about not knowing them, the more they become real to you because you can't stop thinking about them and no matter what you try to keep busy doing to distract your thoughts from the one thing you least want to think about, it just keeps making it that much

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[macsmooth]

first off, i'm part of the 4, and always read your novels even tho I dont always comment. i think its well documented that greg is..err that i think greg is a pos, so no sense in me commenting on that all the time ;) lol

Anyway, our lives are mirrored in a sense because I too have that very same problem, and I know how badly it can suck :(. I wish I could turn off my brain for a few months at a time just to skip over all the bullshit that has become my life.

we may not talk too often, but I hope you know that you're far more special to me than I could ever actually put to words. <3

[_genevieve_]

you know that adult add commercial on tv that talks about people's minds being like a tv that's constantly changing channels and you have no control over the remote? that shit cracks me up cause that's like seriously 1/100 of what it's like for my hyperactive mind - try being forced to watch 100 tv's at once that are constantly changing channels, all with different volume variables, having no control over the remotes and being forced to listen to about 80 different sound tracks and bands playing trying to drown out everything else that is going on and all you're trying to do is single out one small tv and hear what it's saying but it's volume just happens to be on low, whereas the tv's and sounds you don't want to hear blare on at like maximum volume - lmfao - that's a little more accurate - I feel like my head is seriously the center of the chaos factor - lol

[macsmooth]

ok well im not THAT distracted, but w/ me all it takes is one bad thing, and everything else seems to go to shit :(.

Lemme make it easier on you, call me whenever you fuggn want! lol

If its real late at night check for my away message. If it says I'm asleep, in the shower, doing dishes, then im probably not at my computer lol. Otherwise my away messages aren't always accurate as you're well aware from last week ;) lol

anyway, we need to get the fugg out dodge! <3

[macsmooth]

out of*

[jessa_belle]

*becomes reader #6*

i wish i could forget alot of things, but i can't...the best i can do is try not to focus on those things, *shrugs* sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

hope you are sleeping well at this very moment<333

*smoochies*

[_genevieve_]

I did finally get some sleep - it just took me forever to quiet things down - it usually does unless I have someone sleeping next to me - I dunno - I'm weird like that I guess - lol

I always read your journal - I know I never post a lot in people's journals - hell, I hardly post in my own, but I will try and do better, I promise - I hope everything is going alright for you sweet girl - you deserve a break and an escape as well - maybe we should just run away togeter....and go on a cruise....with lots of hot men....who are half naked....all oiled up....bringing us fruity drinks....and stuff....mmhmmmm....wow, way for me to get myself all excited ;D ROFL

<33333

[xjessticlex]

That first paragraph is the longest sentence I've ever tried to read.

[_genevieve_]

you should see me on aim - I hear it's a mess ;D lol

[marinalicious]

=/

[_genevieve_]

I love you mar <3333333

[marinalicious]

good :) its 5 people y0

[_genevieve_]

I miss you like a mofo ::pouts:: <3333

[miss_autumn]

I hope you are getting some peaceful sleep. I love you and want only the best for you. I hate when my mind goes that quickly. I seriously just want to scream sometimes. It's been really nice to talk to you lately. and I'm so glad to know you have a glimmer of happiness in your life. you deserve it more than anyone I know <333333

[_genevieve_]

I miss you - let's talk soon - maybe sometime this afternoon - I have dinner plans tnight, but I'll be around before that - I don't know when you'll be around, so just give me a shout - I love you many muches autumn, always and forever <333333