Here's a poem to describe how I feel right now ( Read more... )

i just found out that my husband's friend's fiancee is pregnant.

i'm happy for them; don't get me wrong.

i just wish it was me.

especially since she already has a baby... i actually had the thought "she already has one; what about the rest of us???" lol

heres a letter to the guy who broke my heart:

i dont know about you darling, but i was being serious.

 what is wrong with me?

heres my story:

two years ago, my friend started going out with this guy.  He was soo nice and sweet and everyone was jealous of her.
They broke up, and the next year we liked each other for a while, but someone who i THOUGHT was my friend convinced him that I didn't like him, even though i did.  So instead, he asked my best ( Read more... )

haha.  serves you right.

i mean, ever heard of the word karma?  you once did the same to me.  you didn't expect it to go back around?
maybe its just a coincidence that you acted that way to me, and now three years later, here i am.  and what's happening to you?  yeah.

you're out of your mind.  you're embarrassing to be seen with.  and yet you're ( Read more... )

:16 am - I Shall NOT be Moved!! (^_ ( Read more... )

Why is it so hard for me to admit I am broken? It's like I want to deny it..pretend like it never happened..it is such betrayal I suppose ...I feel just like that. I am hurt, and scared and quick to think everyone is against me..I was so used to it for years ( Read more... )

So hard to be thankful in a year fraught with crisis. 2 weeks ago my best friends son attempted suicide. He failed so we are thankful of that, but all too aware of the elements that led up to it ( Read more... )

User Name: Wytchcat ( Read more... )

I have to get all this thinking/feeling stuff off my chest ( Read more... )