I think I have a guardian angel. Last night I was at that party in Meadowview that got shot up. 15 people shot at, 3 people dead. I thought only 3 people got shot but i was wrong. The weird thing about that is, is that I left that party before it got shot up to go see Darius. What would've happen to me if I didn't go see him? Seems lately that he's ( Read more... )

Today sucked. My family started arguing with me about me using their Gas in the cars. It gave me a headache, and then my family was being extra rude to me at home town buffet, and so I was sitting on the bench outside wal-mart just crying. Everyone kept asking me what was wrong, but I just sat there crying. Yeah.. i said I was done crying, but shit ( Read more... )

Last night was coo. I took the car. (ESSY I TOL YOU TO CALL ME BUT.. tisk tisk) but anyways I was smashing with my litto sis tia, and litto cuzzo airelle, just being us. dealing wit the crazies and being us. Shit was coo, nothing really was grabing our attention but he was doing it side showin' a little on the side, but then left the scene and was ( Read more... )

August 17th. on cloud nine. as I wrote in my sketch book: Opps. I feel in love on accident. It wasn't meant 2 happen. It wasn't planned either but when is anything ever planned. I wasn't looking for love and neither was he.

August 17th later that night.. 2:45AM His essence is beautiful. His meaning in my life is unknown. He opens my heart, makes ( Read more... )

I got my nose pierced. I pierced it at lunch in a school bathroom. how sanitary am i? It's not infected which is super cool, and it's tight. Darius says I need to stop marking my body.. HAHAHAHA..that made me laugh. but anyways yeah. State fair on friday and sat which is purrtty school. Went to some function downtown, it was cool, everyone from ( Read more... )

D: u so beautiful baby.

we need to stop flirting when we see eachother during classes.. it's tempting. he's tempting. he's beautttttiiiiiiiiiiful. i love puppy love. so beautiful. he be having me HELLA dumb ass weak, he had one of them dog tag chains, and I was reading it.. it's gonna say. "PRAISE KING DARIUS THE BEST BASKETBALL PLAYER" or ( Read more... )

I wanna get out of this shit I'm in. I think I'm ready to get out.. is it messed up that i'm just leaving in the justs of this? I feel wrong, and I feel like a horrible person. I feel like I'm going to ruin his life, fuck up the shit he has going on right now.... but if I stay here.. I think i'm gonna ruin my life. I can't take this shit no more, ( Read more... )

"It's like I cant roll or go with noone else but you babe
No body else can make me feel this way but you babe
Be the only one I trust and baby thats wussup
Boy he got that good kinda, good kinda, sweet kinda, sweet kinda lovin..
and boy you got that yeah baby, ohh baby keep it right there i love it.. kinda lovin.."Fresh love, is always something ( Read more... )

I got in a fight yesterday. I was in laguna with that girl i been wanting to fight. I was suppose to fight her friday, but my ride came light and she thought I punked out.. HA very funny ( Read more... )

i'm making money, 400, 500, a day.. illegal but it's a hustle. i need to find a job, but i need some fast cash. so i hustle. i'm turning into someone i don't wanna turn in. fighting, hustling cash, smoking, drinking.. someone i don't wannabe. so what he don't care? so what? so what?.. they always come back, hard headed and stubborn as he is he'll ( Read more... )