i wonder what im even doing with my life ( Read more... )

i think im depressed. i honestly think i might be and its cause of college and stress and carrie leaving. no one seems to understand that shes basically one of the only sources of stability for me and shes going to be 1000's of miles away in ohio, not just for college but for this whole summer. i feel so selfish for wanting to take her away from ( Read more... )

i hate to express all my fear and anxiety and worry about college and leaving some people behind and being separated from others especially carrie (by thousands of miles no less..) and my brother (only a couple hundred...) and other amazing people ive met in high school: (read elaine, stephen, ethan and others ( Read more... )

If you are thinking about coming, you really really should here are some great reasons ( Read more... )

most days i wonder what the fuck am i doing.

sometimes i wonder if i have any friends. i dont think i do. its probably my fault anyway.

relief

longest paper of my life (that wasnt written stream of conscious)

and im done. and that its. huge load will be GONE tomorrow morning.

3660 words on the influence of the french in early california. (pre civil war)

fuckbubbles.

homework...

it feels good to be passionate again

youre such a liar. why do you feel compulsed to put everyone before yourself but yet wont even indulge in them or their presence but wait for them to do it to you. take some initiative.