bless the weeds that grow on the yard ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish some inadvertant force would come and wipe me away and basically kill me or dispose of me or my brain cause im so hypocritical and fake and hypocritical cause im so fake.
i try so hard to be real but then get lost in figuring everyone else. my mind and ears roam too much.
and now that everyones realizing it it hurt memyself so much

i cant sleep.
i cant sleep.
i cant sleep.
i cant sleep.

i cant sleep.i cant sleep.
i cant sleep.i cant sleep.i cant sleep.

ugh.

seriously people get less touchy and get over it. change happens.

i love elaine. if me and carrie fail and her and brennan never quite work out im going to enslave her and marry her. we had so man great conversations today and went to a great show. ive really missed going to shows and really being able to talk outside of school with elaine, even if its about school, which i dont think its necessarily a bad thing ( Read more... )

In the Buddhist tradition, people suffering from insomnia or ( Read more... )

10 months. didnt even really realize it. it just seems so normal. but on such an abnormal day. we hardly spoke or saw each other.

its me (you) and the moon.

just leave again on a fruitless trip.

"Everything becomes closer once you realize that the world is only as far away as a nap and a meal. You can get anywhere on earth by falling asleep."

beautiful. she can dream. i can dream. and i can dream about her hehe.

to be with me youve got to be a dreamer who wants to bring those real dreams to life.

the teenage years are so great. so many people can fit into one thing. like this song by memphis. im watchng them playing live on KCRW its beautiful. ive even figured out how to play this song.

I guess that we’ve been friends for a while now baby ( Read more... )

last night ( Read more... )