life as we know it

[_goodnightirene]

so i've been crying. a lot. its actually, it was okay at first but has gotten me very self-conscious. from wednesday to friday, i could not seem to hold it together. and i feel bad, because even though i was a wreck, and would start crying at just talking to beautiful people (catie ti alex, madame, mostly) i am not unhappy. i am not depressed, or

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I love you

[rainbowgirl22]

oh cari, I know the feeling. I can't seem to hold myself together lately at all. I cried through the whole football game friday, for no real reason.

call me, i love you

your sis

[drowningmachine]

I apologize for the lack of communication on my part; though i'm sure you don't want to hear apologizes or the million excuses I keep in my back pocket. (Not the fake one, those I keep in the front).

You know what my problem is. We seem to talk in the night time. I think i'll call you sometime in the day, when I have a break, if you keep your cell phone around, and if you don't mind a fool like me giving you a "ring".

Once again I find myself jealous of all those french kids.

Tonight it a full Lunar Eclipse, hope for not so cloudy wheather.

a reminder:

[drowningmachine]

that i'm not dead yet
that I haven't forgotten you
that i'm still lost in something or other
that I apologize
for everything whether ive done it or not.

to tell you I reached a point in my/your diary today that reminded me of something.

and it was good.