back at one. -last song nicky and i danced to. :)

[_greenme_]

i think today.. i'm gunna give my mom the note.. well i think i will leave it in her room and she will find it. but i'm not sure. yes jackie i know i need to talk to her.. but i just cant some how.. i'm scared what she will think. siigh. but yea.. i wrote a note to nicky last night gave it to him today i hope he read it. :) what i said i thought he

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[anonymous]

i know exactly what you mean about the whole helping thing. thats exactly how i am. i can always help other people, and i love doing it. i want everyone else to be happy and ok before i think about myself. but when ever im sad or i need help i dont have anyone to talk to, and i never know what to do. i could have the same probeblem as someone else and be able to help them...but its just different when its your self. of corse most of my problems involve your brother...hah. but its so hard! and frustrating. i think thats why im sad alot, i never know how to make my self feel better :/ oh well :)

<3 always!! ~frances

[_greenme_]

yea i know same here same here! dont let my brother get to you he is a retard.

i love you!

[anonymous]

HAHAHAHAHA!! yeah he is! but thats why i love him. and it is hard not to let him get to me lol but dont worry about nick either. im sure he likes you as much as you like him. i think thats kinda like me and ben too. cuz i go through my little stages and im just like yea he hates me and i cry for forever. but i guess thats what i need. its good to cry. i realized that yesterday. i actually like crying. i think it feels good. eh? maybe im just weird lol