yeah... not feeling so good now... :-/ i wish he would just say something...

[_greenme_]

well he had nothing to say about my note.. which sucks ass. bc i'm still going to feel the way i did before... ugh i hate me sometimes.. well really i have always hated myself... ugh! this pisses me off soo much. (sorry about the cussing,its healthy) i wish i could just feel good. but i dont. man i havent thought anything bad all day and now i am!

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[anonymous]

awww becky please do not feel like this. you are totaly great! do not be mad at yourself! and plus you are a wonderful person!!!!!! like i was saying in drama you are like the nicest person i know! (you cussing really surpirsed me lol) im really sorry you are upset... hope things get better. i know nick is my friend and all but i still have to say guys can really be hard headed lol. things will get better. haha i know i prolly sound like sum gay counsler or sumthing like that but wat im saying is true. well i hope by me saying this helped you get into a better mood a little bit... prolly not but hey, it was worth a shot. well i got to go. much love... talk to you later.... bye bye .kristi.

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[_greenme_]

aw. thanks kristi. that meant a lot to me. yes it did make me feel better. hehe. i hope things get better too.. but see really its me and my thinking thats what is putting me down.. also how he had nothing to say about my note.. but you i guess any guy would say "idk" to my note too.. but i dont know.. yea. thanks for the comment. made me feel some what better.

much love.
BECKY.