I wait all day for you to come online and the minute you do I go speechless. All the things I want to say...I can't. I can't tell you how feel. I bite my lip and cry silently...and say nothing. I keep it inside. I talk about anything but what I truly want. And I hate myself every minute. But anything is better than nothing.
I feel so lonely tonight. I just wish that someone, anyone was here to hold me until I drift off to sleep. I need to be touched. When I say touched, I don't mean sexually and it doesn't even have to be romantically...but I'm a very physical person
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