i like my boi.

sometimes too much.

i dunno wat i should doooooooooo.

i always want him here but i shouldnt be so attached.

i hate jumping like this.

i hate wanting like this!

i hate never knowing what he's thinking....

everything hurts.

it really sucks.

:-(

again.

so ya. i ride my bike to bk now.

again.

i have to remember to call loren this weekend.
to take jess out this weekend
to call travis
to call carmen
to cal my gpa
to find important papers
to stop being sick
to call home
to get the rest of my lights set up.
to beat the herb groto in dragonquest
to finish/catch up on reading.

huh, no problem

im really bad at keeping my lj going ( Read more... )

so he's fuckin with my head and i dont like it.

and my step mom locked the pool and i dont like it.

im not hangin out with someone bitchin right now and i dont like it!

so ya. my parents dont believe in air conditioning.

and im fuckin burnin my balls off here!!!!!!

so far

a boses speaker system for ipod <3
25 bucks for itunes
i mini 'coach' purse
a fake prada bag
a giant portfolio case :0]
3 adorable belly button rings
funky socks
a pretty lil watch
dragonquest8 (ps2 <3 ( Read more... )

i dont know why im angry.

but everything anyone does around me makes me want to see heads role. and it doesnt help that my perants are bugging me to fucking sweep and vacume the house.

i was in a good mood all day. then when i got home i just wanted to lie down.

god damn it i better be pmsing.

i want to stop being angry.

right fuckin now.

im back. ish ( Read more... )

news and news? not really.

i made ninth decile. top 20% feels nice. i think. im smarter then i thought. devon's gotta cell phone so i can call him <3 and his bday was the 27th ( Read more... )