Sex week is starting here at NU...and sure I can participate in the fun games they have but it wont be so fun without Petar here hehe. Oh and 33 more days. that's closer to the 20's than the 40's :) Soon this long wait will be over. Oh so very very soon. And then I'll get to jump on him, grab him, and hug him so tightly that I'll never let go ( Read more... )

I deleted my Myspace because i simply just don't trust it anymore. Like, there are so many instances of rapists and racists and...well people just being mean. There is a video section on myspace and i saw one (under comedy) where this man was just SCREAMING at his cats and the poor things were getting scared. I mean, i didn't find any porn video ( Read more... )

You know, it's strange; How can someone so far away have such a beautiful effect on me? I'll tell you how: L-O-V-E. Love is all you need. I swear it was as if i fell in love with him all over again when he sent me those pictures today. My heart gives a skip and a hop out of rhythm whenever I look into his face and see that smile that I like to ( Read more... )

I'm still alive!

And Friday the 10th of March is going to be 5 glorious months with Petar. :] <3

I know today will be a bad day. Don't ask me how I know, I just know that it will be a very difficult and sad day. I miss him terribly, and that will never change. Except that some day's it is barable (slightly) and other days it's just NOT. Today is a NOT day.

So I'm at work and it's boring as usual so I decided to update my journal. Nothing new, really...my eyes hurt for some reason. I can't wait to go home next weekend...ohhhhhhhhh I can't wait! And after that it's only 7 more weeks until I see Petar! YES! :D

...But Lesley, I never see you anyway...and I miss you!

I miss him.

So I'm back in Boston. Home felt so good; real food, comfy bed, sleep and my own toilet and shower. Beautiful ( Read more... )

I came home today!!!!! Oh how I missed my own room, my parents, my sister, my pets, my friends! I can't wait to relax and enjoy every second of this vacation from school...oh wretched school! Hehe...I also got to see my Plane Tickets for Croatia! I'm leaving April 29!!! Oh yes baby! Petar, medo, I'm coming!