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"Happiness, no more be sad"
-Led Zeppelin

yes!...3 days without being emo...

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
.....
everyone I know
goes away in the end

nine inch nails -hurt

And I feel pretty, pretty enough for you
I felt so ugly before, I didn't know what to do

stayed home today instead of going to school.

today was such a good day. It is truly beautiful when the sun is out and it is raining at the same time. my favorite type of weather.

& i got a puppy on saturday. he is so cute. = ]

i have a problem.

its about soccer. so my parents are letting me decide if i want to or do not want to play for school. & i don't know what to do because i want to play so badly, but i don't want to make my parents upset because of all the shit that happened last year. since its basically the same fucken people.

i need help. anyone? anyone?

so i was actually trying to convince my mom today to let me play soccer for school since try-outs are on monday. i dont think it worked. & i really wanna play. = [

i guess ill just continue to be a fatty. gosh...

this school year sucks. im doing so bad.

And so it is
just like you said it would be

Damien Rice

Happiness
more or less
it's just a change in me

The Verve