to be no one at all

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I feel like I'm taking crazy pills. By now, no one is reading this fucking journal.. and I'd guesstimate that's a good thing. It feels a little freeing to be writing to no one, but with the unveiled circumstance of the internet. Can I just say for a moment that I am sick and tired of this constant struggle I have with my identity?! I hate to sound

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[___homesick]

i still read it. and i know exactly where you're coming from. i miss a lot of things about high school me. but i also like a lot of things about me now, too. i don't think anything is ever really lost. it might not come at first, but you just have to keep trying, keep looking. it will come back. i don't think you change yourself into someone you love and support. i think you have to accept who you are, and realize that that person is and always has been worthy of that love and support.