defeated ( Read more... )

it's really very hard for me to be far away from my family and san diego right now while everything i knew and grew up with is literally in flames. i am so glad that everyone i know is safe and that's what really matters, however the thought of losing the home my parents worked so very hard to own and that i grew up in and virtually everything my ( Read more... )

this isn't going how it was supposed to.
not at all.

man... I always ruin everything.

But if you do, and you didn't know.....

I'm saying byebye to San Diego in about ten days.
(hello san francisco, we meet again)

Say byebye to me before then.

I'm really excited (nervous)

I haven't written a word in here in months and months and months ( Read more... )

I'm over
about 98% of humanity right now.

don't think that excludes you.

I need someone, a person to talk to
Someone who'd care to love
Could it be you
Could it be you
Situation gets rough
Then I start to panic
It's not enough
It's just a habit
Hey kid you're sick
Darling this is it
You can all just kiss off into the air
Behind my back I can see them stare
They'll hurt me bad but I won't mind
They'll hurt me bad they do it all the ( Read more... )

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad.
When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

IM GOING TO SAN FRANCISCO OCTOBER 21, 22, 23 YES THAT IS A FRIDAY SATURDAY AND SUNDAY AND I AM SO EXCITED AND I BETTER SEE EVERYONE THAT I LIKE UP THERE AND ALKJFDSKJLVCSIUPOEWRLKNFDSALKJFD IM SO EXCITED YAY!

and want to let me crash with you sometime between this weekend and the 22nd-ish.. that would be rad. because i'm definatley living out of the trunk of my car because i have nowhere to stay while my parents house is being remodeled. i tried to convince them that i needed a hotel room hah but that didnt really go over as well as i hoped. so anyways ( Read more... )