compared to how i was the last time i wrote in this. i'm so much better. things are sorta back to normal. i started my job. gahhh. love it. and i love my boss.. so cute. ookay ( Read more... )

i fucking hate this. i fucking hate everything anymore. what the hell is wrong with me. seriously? i need to fucking know. i'm so tired and all i can think about is him. and the shit he fed me friday night. it hurts to know that it won't ever be the same. just to hear him breathe, sends me overboard. and when my hand would brush his arm. every ( Read more... )

and it hurts to breath..every time that you're not next to me

alot of things have happened in the last week. me and blake broke up.and i got into something that i shouldn't have with a boy..but i can't help this..not at all..

me and babygirl hung out yesterday..i was very very glad. i miss her so much.

i had a whacky weekend.
letz recapp.
friday
it snowd. we had a pep rally. fun.
baybehgirl came over. we went to town.
then we took pics, while we ate pizzaaaz. mmm.
kurtis came home & slept in the floor wiff us.
i love mi baybehgirl.

saturdaywatched tv ( Read more... )

what a day, what a day.
it's snowing. so maybe i'll get to not have school tomorrow.
i need dollarz so i can get gifts.
cuz i need things for blake.
and my megan.

i have a crazy life. and right now there's not one thing that i'm even sure about. everything is messy again. today has been the worst. let's start at last night though. yesterday was one of those quiet days for me. if you know me well then you know that i have those every once in a while. well. i didn't talk much. i didn't really feel that good ( Read more... )

i love this song. i am completely in love with the spill canvas. they are my new fav. and sunsets and car crashes..me and blakes. i love it. and i wish that he would call me right now. sometimes i don't think he likes me. idk. i understand though, that he wants to hang out with his friends. it just makes me sad..i'm jeleous that they get to see him ( Read more... )

he is great.
fabulous.
spectacular.
cute.
wonderful.
perfect.
all for me.
i love it.

parking lots and bowling alleys.

today was not productive. but i gota wet to straight straightner..yay. umm..i ate at sonic. gotta blue coconut slushie thinga. it was kool. thought of blake. i like him lots.

winter break.
is almost over.
it is cold.
very cold.
i like it.
nuff said.
la la la de daaaa.