I just don't understand.
I don't understand it. I simply don't.
Regulus. He says he is not, and will not ever be interested. I don't understand why. We've been good friends for a long time. I was sure he felt the same way! Why is he not interested?
To add insult to injury, Bellatrix had to be the one to tell me. And I called her a liar. Now, I have to admit that she was right, and Regulus is not interested, and I am wrong. I won't admit it to her face, of course, but the mere thought of it makes me cringe in embarassment.
And here I've been, crying my eyes out very quietly (heaven help me if Bella finds out I cried. More so if she found out I'm crying over her cousin). But I simply don't understand!
I doubt I will ever be able to look at him in the eye again. *sigh*
...Gilderoy must be right. He must be a homosexual. Why else would he be not interested in me?
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The first week of internship has been so riveting! Undersecretary Bones is a very nice woman if a tad unprofessional. She has shown me around the Ministry and explained very particular proceedures. She even introduced me to the Minister! It was so exciting, being around our nations leaders and law makers. Very facinating, indeed. Although, I have to admit all I ever do is make coffee and file simple papers. However, Undersecretary Bones was patient enough to let me hover over her shoulder when she's writing important documents on the condition that I refrain from clearing my throat. For some reason, it bothers her.
I even saw Auror Moody pass by a corridor once, with Kingsley at his heels. I waved at you, Kingsley. I suppose you didn't see me. You must have been very busy. Perhaps next time we'll be able to spend time with each other at work. You too, Frank.
Rabastan Lestrange and Sebastian Mulciber are back. I wonder how much their fathers paid for that to happen.