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[_her_terrorless]

the whole being alone thing is really getting to me
today i bought a bed and it just made me relize how alone i am.
i want a girl that is like me
who will do anything
or go anywhere
someone who isnt held down by living in one place and a job
i want a girl that will just be happy doing what their doing!

i make no sense
but it seems impossible

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[seabreathe]

You make perfect sense to me.

[ainstharad]

you make sense, and i wish i was a girl like that...
lives place to place, travels the world (well, i already
do that), isnt held down by a job or responsibilities.
but god damn, it is soooo hard. i like not being a bum,
but im sad about how my life is turning out. i want to
throw all my cares to the wind and have the time of my
life! you only live once, and im already/only twenty.
but i feel like im 50 with a family, but divorced. i go
to bed at 10pm, or earlier, i have a 40 hour/week job,
i have the weekends off. my life is just so... BORING!

anyway, sorry for the mini rant and life evaluation!

[_her_terrorless]

but you can do what ever you want and people dont relize that
you dont have to do what your doing
you could save up
and move
then save up again
and move
but youll find your way ! im sure of it <3

[_her_terrorless]

for sure! saying no to a trip somewhere else is hard to do
especially if your stuck there for a job
but to be honest the way i live now is hard
i owe money
and i have no job
i barely get photo work
so i need to move again somewhere cheap for a bit and just live
but i travel so mmuch im kinda liking the sitting around for a year then moving again...

[aurantium]

i was that girl, too, but it took 6 months or so for me to start hating relying on my passion alone to pay the bills &put food in my belly. so, like you said, you gotta save up before you can move or travel or do crazy things, but ill be that girl again eventually...

[_her_terrorless]

youll figure it out!
<3

[rusbel_awaits]

add me!

[_her_terrorless]

i added you!