Another chapter in which the story starts to unfold

[_hippocampus]

***Every girl is a princess*** I had been drinking all summer, partly to forget and partly because it was fun. Drinking DOES get you into a good mood. It makes you forget and it's easier to control your various ... tics and such by drinking

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[pink_machine]

I think it was both's fault too. I don't really have anything special to say 'cos everyone have said so much already, but something that someone said made me think...

About that if you like someone very much you won't admit if they are using you even if you realize it. I think it's not necessarily even so. You may realize that someone is using you and you can admit that and you can somewhat hate it but in the same time you can like it so much that you don't want it to stop. Even if you know you'll only get yourself hurt by playing that way... But you don't just care 'cos being used can be oddly pleasant.

[_hippocampus]

Yes, that's true. There *is* something beautiful in being treated like you were nothing. It's odd and I can't even understand it myself very well, but it's true.