well then...
EDDDDITTTTT Write who you want... at the end say "If you are out there... I'm here" [more added!!!!!!!!]
I would like someone to love, who I don't have to see everyday, but would want to. Someone who is old fashioned and who holds the door and walks me home even though I beg them not to. Someone who makes faces at me when neither of us are saying anything. Someone who will laugh WITH me when I trip for the 20th time in one day and who will pull me back from walking out into the street because a car is coming that I didn't see. Someone who will walk somewhere on a hot day, that's 30 minutes away, because they know I've been dying to go, even if they don't feel like walking. Someone who won't make fun of me for only liking the crust on sandwiches. Someone I can jam to corny music with. Who calls when they say they will and who comes over without notice.
I want someone who doesn't take a second look when my parents act weird because his will be just as odd. Who doesn't suck up to my parents and overwhelm them with cheesy compliments. Someone who knows that cherry lollipops are my favorite and brings them to me. I want someone that I can fall asleep on the couch... or on a slide with. Someone who will climb on the roof with me at night to look at the stars. Someone who will stand outside with me to smoke, even if they don't smoke and who will tell me that I should stop and bagder me about it in a joking, yet serious, way.
I want someone who when I'm upset with them, makes me not want to listen to certain songs because it reminds me of them. I want someone who can tell when I'm upset with them and when I tell them that nothing is wrong, they don't believe me. I want someone who when I ask what's wrong, they will not say "nothing" because I can tell that it's not nothing. Someone who I walk aimlessly with to nowhere in particular. I want someone who will play with my hair when we are laying together. I want someone who will take goofy pictures with me... someone who will let me take their picture. I want someone who when I say "don't mind the messy room", they'd reply "no worries, have you seen mine!?". I want someone that will lay in the grass with me and not make fun about how I dance and sing while laying there. I want someone that I can say "Meet at the usual spot?" to... and they'll know where that spot is. I want someone who won't laugh at me for making facial expressions to the television or the computer, or because I can't drive worth crap. I want someone who will pick flowers while we are walking together and stick them behind my ear or secretly stick it in my bag when I'm not looking so I'll find it later. I want someone who will hold my waist when he kisses me and breathe in deep when he hugs me. I want someone that I want to introduce to all of my friends.
I want someone who isn't scared of getting wet or walking in the rain. Someone to kiss my forehead once in a while and who always holds my hand. I want someone who likes the same music as I do, yet doesn't make fun of my guilty pleasures. I want someone who will tell me that I look like shit when I know I do and who will tell me I'm beautiful when I'm not sure I am. I want someone who will let me look at their baby pictures where you can see their butt. Someone who will take me on roadtrips to somewhere I never knew about or just for a day to the beach. I want someone who I have a million inside jokes with and we always sit and laugh at what stupid thing we were doing when we came up with them. I want someone who doesn't look down on the things that I do that they don't agree with. Someone that accepts my bad habits, and doesn't shove in my face how they hate them. I want someone who knows my favorite time of day is the evening and my favorite season is the spring and my favorite flower is a sunflower and my favorite color is green. I want someone who lets me know all of his favorites too. I want someone who I can lay with and ask random questions to, just because I was wondering what he thought. I want someone who knows my middle name and I know theirs. I want someone who draws me stupid pictures. I want someone who is my first thought in the morning and my last thought at night and who I dream about, so he never really left my mind at all. I want someone that doesn't laugh when I suggest that we color when we have nothing else to do. I want someone that makes me smile and that I get excited to see and that lets me know that I make them smile and that they were excited to see me...
If you are out there... I'm here
[EDIT] I want someone to entertain me on car rides so I don't have to listen to my headphones for three hours, or until my ears hurt. I want someone to know how scared I am of the dark and not care that when we are out walking at night that I sqeeze his hand tight when we go by trees or bushes. I want someone who lets me sqeeze his hand when I have to get a shot or something pierced and it hurts. Someone who calls me JUST TO TALK. I want someone who apologized first thing that he didn't call to let me know that he thought about it. Someone who asks how I am and what I've been up to. I want someone that gives me butterflies in my stomach when I'm on my way to see him. I want someone that I can't help but smile at when I see him, even if I'm in a shitty mood. I want someone that says what he means and means what he says. Someone who doesn't beat around the bush to make up for the fact that I do. Someone who isn't afraid to ask awkward questions. I want someone who likes to look at the sky with me. Someone who likes to skip. Someone who likes to laugh and smile and joke around. I want someone I can tackle and we both fall down laughing. Someone who jumps on my back to surprise me. Someone I can look at when I sing. I want someone who isn't pushy. Someone carefree... who isn't afraid to walk around the neighborhood without shoes on. I want someone who thinks that hitting girls is low and who will defend me. Someone who gets offended when someone is rude to me or to himself and does something about it. Someone thatll stick up for me. I want someone who I know cares about me as much as I care about them. I want someone who is quirkey, sincere, sarcastic, childish, serious, funny, mellow, energetic, outgoing, shy, nice, sweet, loving, and happy. Someone who I don't mind them seeing me cry and who I want to be there for me to cry on. I want someone who I want to be with all of the time. Someone who I think about when I'm on vacation and want to get back just to see them. Someone who I can't get enough of. I want someone who doesn't mind my ranting, even if they don't know the person that I'm talking about. I want someone who feels like they can talk to me and who wants me to meet their friends and parents. I want someone that knows that I would cherish every minute I was with them. Someone who knew that I loved them, that I cared about them. I want someone who knows that I can't wait to see them and that I go to bed with them in mind. I want someone that I can wish on stars, flowers, and under tunnels for. I want someone who doubts themselves just so I can tell them how wonderful they are without feeling obligated to. Someone who I won't be lying to when I say that they are the best thing that ever happened to me. I want someone just for me. I want someone that's not perfect. Someone that I love. If you're out there... I'm STILL here