i feel shot right through with a bolt of blue

May 11, 2004 17:36

I AM CHOKING ON EMOTION ( Read more... )

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flowbyflow May 11 2004, 11:51:59 UTC
Layla was the name of a girl in a film I fell in love with when I was maybe 8 years old. I wanted to find her an was wondering if that was her real name. Yesterday I clicked the random button here and found you. Not a real connection between the two stories, I know. But both a bit virtual without knowing what is true.

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_holdup May 12 2004, 06:34:01 UTC
Thats extremely lovely. But my real name is not Layla, its Leila. Everyone I meet never pronounces it right (Lee-luh) so I resign myself to the fact I will always be a Layla.

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flowbyflow May 12 2004, 12:51:59 UTC
Hmmm, spooky thing because in my mother language "Leila" is pronounced "Lay-Luh" and "Layla" sounds like "L-i-luh" you know?
For me you are Lee-luh (pronounced the american way).
Do you know what made your parents give you that name? And what influence did the name have on your biography? Am I too curious? But I did not ask about X and Y, did I? 8-))

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_holdup May 12 2004, 13:32:25 UTC
I dont understand what you mean by 'what influence did the name have on your biography'
People love my name. They constantly say it and roll it off their tongues because it sounds good. And my parents gave me that name for the same reason; it was different, and it fitted well with my surname. And it meant 'dark haired princess'..and well..I've always had dark hair. And I'm a snotty little 'princess' Haha.
My full name is Leila Karolina Helene...and then comes my last name which nobody bar maybe four on my friends list know. For safety reasons etc.

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shoot_herquick May 11 2004, 14:15:25 UTC
oh leila...
x will rise above it, cause x is better than them. him. everyone.
what else can i say?

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_holdup May 12 2004, 06:34:39 UTC
nothing..you dont need to say anything.
but i appreciated your comment like nothing else.
here's to having faith.

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breakyourvision May 11 2004, 16:57:48 UTC
not much i can say homes... all jokes aside.... you know Ky is always here.

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_holdup May 12 2004, 06:38:31 UTC
thankyou. as always. i heart you more than youll ever know.
especially when you called out of the blue. you were the last person i was expecting. haha.
seriously. top work on shocking the hell out of me.

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evilxqueen May 11 2004, 18:42:04 UTC
y sounds like.. an asshole. i hope x is ok. even though i don't know who x is.
(i couldn't sleep last night either.)

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_holdup May 12 2004, 06:40:14 UTC
well..mr y isnt quite an asshole. hes a teenager. he doesnt 'need this right now'. its truely too much for both considered. i just want his support to show if things are confirmed.

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_melody May 11 2004, 22:03:42 UTC
<333
can i dish out hugs to those who need them? maybe i can sew a few onto a teddy bear and send them by AIR mail. air. fair. mail...... doesn't really rhyme. anyway. love you miss lovely. <33333

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_holdup May 12 2004, 06:42:53 UTC
THANKYOU MISS GORGEOUS!
...the teddy bear idea is absolutely darling. hehe <3333333+thensome

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