I've been in the "i love him but I dont know about this" situation for far too long now. mike and i are still unofficial. I think if you have enough faith that it can eventually work out that space and time can be good (as hard as it can be). It came to the point where I realized I wasn't ready or comfortable enough to make the decision to be with someone forever (which is what it feels like you have to do when you've been with them for so long) so I decided not to do so unless i really KNEW. any doubts have kept me away from commitment but I've found that this freedom, even if i dont use the physical freedom part of it, freedom of mind and curiosity has kept me happy in the past few years. I still have a lot of faith that I'll be with mike. I love him like no one else. but for now i still need time. you may find the same, you may not, but just take care to think about yourself aside from yourself with him. i understand what it's like to think you're not completely happy if you're not with him, but if you're not completely happy
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