if i haven't been answering the phone. i've noticed that to keep my mind from wandering, it's best to stick to the books. constantly recieving information feels better than constantly losing sanity.

i like books. they let me float in the moment instead of drowning in the past.

get over yourselves, people. quit bothering me. if i want to fucking call you, if i want to fucking hang out, i will call you to hang out. don't fucking send me angry messages or leave little hints in writing or whatever the fuck snide remarks you want to make. contrary to popular belief i'm not a "people person" and i need A LOT OF FUCKING TIME TO ( Read more... )

first day of school, and i won't be done until around eight tonight. wish me luck. michele brought me sugar this morning for my coffee. it's time to have a smoke and then leave.

i almost forgot...check out this full time student.

Writing 102 Tuesday/Thursday
German 101 Monday/Wednesday
American National Government Monday
History of the United States II Monday/Wednesday

oh god...school starts on wednesday. i was thinking this summer was never going to end...guess i was wrong. i still haven't bought my books or anything. i'm not taking that many classes. i'm not going for a degree yet. why? because i don't know what the fuck i'm doing...something with writing. uuuggggghhhhh more later i have to go do stuff today.

my father for knowing my favortite cereal, my favorite cartoon, how to wake me up and get me off my ass when i'm sleeping passed noon, for knowing my favorite color, my birthday, telling me all his crazy cop stories, teaching me how to look out for myself, teaching me about history (he's an expert on the holocaust),but most of all, for teaching me ( Read more... )

EAT ME.
are you thinking what i'm thinking? no, you never were. when you assume things you make an ass out of u and me. you don't want to make an ass out of me. my acid trip had a theme of the apocalypse. i saw the entire neighborhood blow away in dust like some nuclear blast. it's funny how much of you comes to the surface ( Read more... )

what a crazy son of a bitch. it's always the crazy ones that have the biggest balls.

this smells familar. i'm sure excited :)

i want to go down the rabbit hole with you. um hey yeah excuse me mister but i need a guy that worships my mind as much as my body. where are you going? where have you been? my mom got a tattoo. it's pretty bitchin'. i'm happy she's in love. i can't wait to visit seattle in the winter. it will snow for me, i know it will snow and rain just for me.