im so terribly confused. different ideas being shoved into my head from every angle. ill get no rest. crack no smiles. breath large deep breaths. watch the flames of the fire.
do you ever get the feeling of having a rubber band around your head? like all the preasures of the world have transformed themselves into a squeezing band thats sucking every last bit of life out of you. your days are dull and monotunous. feeling like your hardly there, bearly existing. am i only doing the things i do because its exspected?
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