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Feb 09, 2006 16:51

Okay, so my lj background isn't working, but I think I've figured out why...
ya'll just have to give me time to get it fixed though... It's complicated, and I don't know if it's really what I think it is thats causing it...

anyways... I told Jessica Holmes that I was gonna update about this, cuz she got me to thinkin about it*

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anonymous February 11 2006, 05:24:06 UTC

I seen U today.....U were walkin in front of the school.......this is Joel by the way..........yeah well im bored so i thought Id leave ya a comment...ttyl

_hp_freak_ February 12 2006, 01:50:42 UTC

awesome* really???
when? I mean, wow* that's kewl...
thanx for the comment...although I still wish you'd sign in when you leave em...lol*
love ya
♥

anonymous February 12 2006, 22:13:02 UTC

i would but im to lazy to log in lol

_hp_freak_ February 13 2006, 07:05:57 UTC

haha*
yeah...I know...
ttyl
♥

kup_cake February 11 2006, 22:11:22 UTC

Stephanie Denise Mullins?! How dare you say that about yourself! I mean no one has ever said anything to you about the way you walk...that is the stupidest thing I have ever heard...Oh yea, the story about Doodle was funny...I thought you laughed too?! Im sry I thought it was funny but your not even in the same situation! Are you retarded? NO! Dont be bringing yourself down on all this, it stupid...be happy with your life because its probably 10X better than most ppls. I mean Steph, look at my life...Okaii? I watch 2 brothers and sisters everyday...I basically take care of them ya know... I fight with my "mom" constantly...My "dad" doesnt even claim me...My grandpa died when I was 3...My grandma had a heart-attack right in front of me...I was the only one with her! And you think your life is bad!?!? You have a mom and dad and sister that love you! And not to mention me and all your other friends! Where you directing the whole thing toward me? Im sry I dont talk to you that much anymore...I have things on me right now you dont even ( ... )

_hp_freak_ February 12 2006, 01:49:13 UTC

omigosh! I can't believe you even took it all that way! No NO NO!! I'm not saying that I have a horrible life...I know how blessed I am to be alive and have soo many people that love me* Like you.
This whole thing was NOT directed at you at all* You should have known that...I mean, sure you don't talk to me alot at school, but you DO talk to me, and I understand why you don't during lunch...I get it...& you call me and all that good stuff and we talk and you've even come over. No this isn't about you...it's about how everyone in general has changed throughout this year...and me...It's about me*
I know that I don't have a horrible life, and that I have is like a million times better than most people...I know that ( ... )

I know what you mean..... anonymous February 13 2006, 00:58:07 UTC

Hey Steph, this is Kala, I just want you to know first of all that I know that we aren't like we used to be, I'm not too sure why we aren't but i guess it because of all these things in my life, like trying to be my mother and school and just not having the time-- which counts for the both of us. I also want you to know that I've never thought about you bad and I never will. You have always been my friend since the 4th grade and I hope forever and I've never let the way you walk affect that because that is not what matters in a friend and person, it's their heart, and personality and both of your are GREAT!!! I also realize how you must feel because as you know my brother has Down Syndrome, but I know thats not what you have, but as his sister sometimes its hard to tolerate him and sometimes I'm mean with him, but he is my bubba and I wouldn't want him any other way because that is how god wanted him to be and I as well as everyone else have to except that and I will always love him. I will always love you too and Heather has ( ... )

Re: I know what you mean..... _hp_freak_ February 13 2006, 07:14:38 UTC

aww* thank you Kala...I really appreciate it, and it makes me feel some better.. I know that you love me and understand all of this because of your brother...like when people say retard and stuff...especially around you, I get mad for you* I know I slip up sometimes...but "bad habbits die hard" I love you, and I know that you love me...and I guess out of all my friends you know what I mean the most, because of your brother..I mean, I know you can't put yourself in my exact shoes...but your pretty dang close I think... You're like a sister to me, and I believe we'll always stay pretty close...I just wish we'd get to see more of each other during the day...I know that you've never thought bad about me...I mean, when i get upset about all this or whatever I can always talk to you about it...I'm sure you can remember some of the conversations we've had...:)
I love you, and thanx soo much*

♥♥♥

_xbabiix_ February 13 2006, 18:26:43 UTC

Hey ( ... )

_hp_freak_ February 13 2006, 19:24:23 UTC

Hey*
Yes...Yes. I absolutely ♥ that song!! ...the real one and the one we made up! =)
again...you know mainly who this whole update is about..and to my knowledge, you have never said anything that's made me feel how I feel...it's just--well, I dunno what it is really. Just everything... I believe I have changed..as far as school goes..I mean, when I'm around you, I'm the same person I've always been...but it's certain people in my classes...and you should know who I'm talking about...that just makes me doubt myself and wonder...but thank you soo much!
that whole entire comment has made me feel tons better...I'm really not that down about it anymore...but I don't think all of the insecurities will ever truly be gone....
I love you*
thanx a million.
♥