i feel like the bad guy right now. so much not fun. i dont know if i can or could cry anymore, and i for sure as hell dont want to make anyone else cry. but i dont know if that is possible as of now. fuck

so life is life ( Read more... )

i am home......photos are up.
http://photobucket.com/albums/v436/brwneyed/europe/

had the sanest nervous breakdown. it hurt.

i have a cough that makes my whole body shiver ( Read more... )

i still have the first stuft animal that was not a hand me down. the fuzzy red dinosaur from the museum of natural history in new york. i know i cant ever let him go. too much love and too many memories. he gets me through the shit and the good. thats love, even though he is just a stuffy ( Read more... )

yup, that is now offically me, but it is so worth it. im going to england, paris, ireland, and morocco. i am so excited. march 16 come sooner! send me luck and love ♥

so this weekend i had to work both mornings after a full week. this=suck big fucking time. so friday there was nothing to do and i was pretty much gone to the world in delerium. housemates come home....i passed out more. then 11 rolls around still nothing to do. then all of a sudden we had a party. just add water? fuck yes. it was awesome. got to ( Read more... )

i will write useless information in here ( Read more... )

im still not used to the 05 crap. it will take me another month maybe. this quarter is already getting on my nerves. my photo teacher is a stupid bitch with no taste in art. she likes flower pictures for fuck sake! oh well. i think this quarter is all about me being and doing whatever the hell i feel like because i think i have stopped caring. ( Read more... )