I don't understand this. I always end up fucking things up. ALWAYS. I always get into situations that reak havok on my brain and my health ( Read more... )

I wrote some lyrics two days ago, they aren't fully done, but I promised Courtney I'd post them. So, here ya are ( Read more... )

Holy Crap, I'm so worn out from today ( Read more... )

Well.... I don't really know how to describe this. Actually, there was no reason for this post... My stomach is all fucked up. Tied in knots. Letting my mind get the best of me, and its enjoying every damn moment it see's me in displeasure. Fuck. I hate thinking like this.

Hi.

Life has been really good to me this past week and a half.

I don't have much to say. All I care about is that my current situations are making me incredibly happy....

Talledega Nights was so not as good as i thought it was going to be.... But it doesn't matter.... it was worth it.

I ate too many cookies.... My stomach is all crazy.Peace

Um.... Yea... I don't know why I'm updating... but I am I guess. Haha.

I'm tired of Clifford just playing all the time. I wish he would write actual parts. ACTUAL songs, instead of me FORCING him to.

Other than that, life is good. That is all.... I'm gonna go now!

I gotta take back some of the things I said in the last post. I think I was just really tired and my mind was allowed to go crazy. Its totally not the way I'm feeling at all. I feel so much better than i used to. I have to go to work. I'll write about this later. But just know that the last post is semi-false.

Always Doubting ( Read more... )

SO... WOW. A lot has happened since my last post... I'll try to re-cap as best as possible in 5 minutes ( Read more... )

Im pretty sure I've been cut out of a loop that wasn't really a part of my last couple of posts. But if thats what you want, then I guess you're going to do it that way anyways. Hope you're happy, I haven't been in 2 years ( Read more... )