today was alright, not as great as I thought it'd be though ( Read more... )

I wish I would quit feeling like this.

I hate how my emotions are able to be influenced by someone so much.

man, I hate how when I get no sleep, I just feel like shit about everything
and everything makes me want to cry
and I ramble like a drunk
and I just can't sleep soundly when I do get the chance either.

fuck, I gotta go to work

ice cubes make me feel better.

tonight was a lot of fun

and the following week is likely to follow suit
:)

I realized ( Read more... )

I hate idle time.

I just think about things and create problems that didn't previously exist.

june 25th was like june 9th

just
happy
and fun

no worries
or responsibilities
just a kind of weird group of people
but once we got used to each other, it was more note worthy

my mom didn't get at all mad either :)

I'm putting myself in a very dangerous position

just remind me if I'm ever upset

rachell, do what suits you, personally, the best.

I think every day should be like June 19th
because it was amazing.

the world would be much better off
if people had the chance to enjoy what's around them.

ahh man tonight was fun

things aren't as exciting or as bad as I was made to think they are

I love my new job
my boyfriend
my canoe
and all that other stuff that is implied
no order there either
cuz jorian doesn't make me wake up at 4:30 AM