Feeling like a damned twit

[_ihabia_]

I think I'm beginning to come to terms with just how broken I am inside right now. Kricka, Niffe, Daniel... hell, I'm still in love with Niffe to tell the truth... But lately whenever I sit down and think, go to the store and buy milk, do anything that doesn't involve working myself to death I'm struck by a strong desire to either down a bottle of

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[violya]

Nothing puts you down like a broken heart, and few things heal as slow. You might want to slow down on the working yourself to death part. Wanting to constantly numb yourself, whether with work, alcohol or emotional shutdown, is a pretty good sign something is dead wrong. When all you want to do is run, it is the perfect time to stop. Go talk to somebody. Take a couple of days off. Don't do anything. Sometimes pain is a good thing.