well it has been a while and it is because my shitty laptop stopped loading internet pages for some reason. i wish i could get it fixed, but i can't find anyone who knows how to fix computers. oh well. well things are really strange. i live by myself because eric moved to Texas. i miss him so much. the whole situation makes me feel completely ( Read more... )

My parents are being really generous. But it is good, because money is annoying and I love any help anyone wants to give! But I do love my family. All of them ( Read more... )

I am really happy.

I am SO happy that a certain exboyfriend is out of my life. FUCK him. I just found out some shit that hurts my feelings and makes me a little upset. THANK YOU GOD that part of my life is O V E R. Seriously, I have never been happier in my life. Everyday is just a great day! I love all my friends. And I really really love that Megan and I are closer ( Read more... )

R.I.P. grandpa gene. :( Please pray for my family :(

these are the times when I realize I have no one.

 "So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be." -The Perks of Being a Wallflower.

every day gets longer :(

Things are okay. A little confusing lately, but okay. I need a job REALLY bad. I saw Juno today. I thought it was cute. It just felt realistic or something. haha idk. Pretty good soundtrack? haha.

I decided that I am a legal ADULT and I don't care what my parents say anymore. I don't think I could ever make them happy, so I am not going to make ( Read more... )

I have been so sick the past few days. The worst sore throat of my life. 
I have a plan that should work really well, as long as I get a job by Monday or Tuesday!
I miss hanging out with my friends :(

Why have I had this stupiid fucking liveejournal for so long? 
My brain is broken,  I think. ahhahahha I am crazy.

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