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You were the best love I ever had
You hit me high, you hit me low
Time doesn't slow down for those who dream
I wake only to hear this scream
I loved him and I still do. What do I do? He said he loved me...and I love him too.
I've never hurt so much in my whole life.
But how could he do that to me? I lived for him. He was my rock, he was my safety blanket, he was my Jaden.
And I guess that's why they call it the blues
Time on my hands could be time spent with you
Laughing like children, living like lovers
Rolling like thunder under the covers
And I guess that's why they call it the blues
I want to run upstairs and flounce on his bed and say I was just kidding, but I wasn't. And yet I still don't know how I'll live without him.
Maybe this was for the best. Maybe we weren't meant to be together. Maybe he was just my introduction to this new, strange world of liking boys. Maybe he was just a fluke, just a ten-second romance that dies like fireworks on Guy Fawkes Day.
Why do I still have to love him with all my heart?
You told me you loved me
I know where and when
Come sunrise, surprise surprise
The joke's on me again
I know you don't love me
You know I don't care
Keep it hidden better
Did I say the world is fair
I thought I was just the guy for you
and it would never end
I thought we were supposed to be like glue
I thought you were my boyfriend
I thought you were my boyfriend