(no subject)
I know it isn't New Years and all yet.. but I felt like doing this now and I really wanna do this for myself to kind of sum up the whole year. I strongly advise you not to read unless you're extremely bored, don't say I didn't warn you..
This year has been amazing. I remember posting this same year conclusion last year and half of it was just depressing.. But I didn't really have as amny bad things happening this year I guess.
The New Year started off great the Christmas break really brought me and Jonas closer together. January was great too, there was the first choir camp thingy and whenever I look back at that it just brings back soooo many good memories and I will never forget that trip. We got so wasted two nights in a row and during the day all we did was sing but me and 2 of my friends decided to ditch haha :p also my friends caught me and jonas doing something cuz me and jonas thought we could have some privacy but no lmfao! (ok they didn't actually see something just to make that clear, but it was kinda obvious :p) fun i'm telling you and everytime they were going into the room after that and the door was closed, they knocked on the door lol :p respect :p i was busy convincing them that nothing happened afterwards though lmao! the gala night was awesome too! we danced lanciers and then i ended up talking to gitte and she is just extremely nice ;) though jonas wasn't too happy about that :p and kia telling me there was a man in the freezer and here i thought i was wasted :p and me ans jonas's secret hiding place in the freezing basement - and then having gitte (who slept upstairs) telling us that they could hear everything we said downstairs, which kinda made me a lil nervous thinking that all of my friends could hear what happened in down the basement lmao :p ah they were asleep anyway :p aw hope it'll be just as much fun this year, but i doubt it :(
February my birthday fun stuff nah :p though valentine's day was great and something i'll never forget. i made dinner and i made my own room be this little restaurant with only candles and a nice set table with wine and everything.. ah *sighs*
March me and jonas had our 6 months anniversary and he gave me roses and chocolate in school<3 though the night we went out to celebrate was also the night he told me he had been with his ex the day after we broke up =/ not nice, that hurt me real bad =/ and then Julie had a lil party at her house where I brought Jonas, which was fun and then the day after there was the Hawaii party where I spent all the evening talking to Cille :)
April.. Another fun choir party and a school party :) Not much happening in April no :p wrote my Danish assignment and spent all the time at home doing practically nothing since I finished the paper Wednesday already ;o)
May.. May 1st is the day where you go to Fælledparken :) so me, Jonas, H, Julie, Kia and Christine did that and we had a nice time there :) May 5th was the day where we were told which exams to have and yes.. we ended up having none and woo no Latin exam for Majken :p I also recieved a letter from the police telling me I had to come see them cuz they needed to talk to me =/ scared me quite a bit, but realised it was just an old "friend" of mine who thought it was me who broke into her parents car =/ I also had to be home alone for a week :D that was nice! Had my friends over and Jonas too ;) also had my written tests bleeh =/
June I got my first F in an oral exam :p luckily it wasn't any serios exam but just a test exam, so now i know what to improve for june next year :p Jonas got his hat and graduated from school :) they had this graduation party at his house and it was nice :) it was so much fun when he had to drive around in the truck with his class :p though when they were at Jonas's they weren't as drunk cuz he was 3rd on the list, but when they reached my friend's neighbour's house at 6, they were wasted! lmao! aw, my friend has this really nice picture of me and jonas *thinks of the good times*...
July I spent a week at Jonas's and wow that was a challenge =/ but we managed to get through the week without too many fights :p we also ordered a trip to Rhodos, my first trip without parents. It was an amazing week, which I will never forget<3
August I started school again and I guess it would be here that things between me and jonas started going downhill.. School was stressing me out and Jonas also had school and *sighs*.. though an upside would be the intro trip with my class :) we spent it in this small summer house in the middle of nowhere and looked at the stars and slept 9 people in the small living room and Maurice's lame jokes... :p
September.. not much happening, me and jonas had our one year anniversary, spent it at an italian restaurant and went to see shrek 2 <3 <- that would be the last time we did something good...
Then there was the reunion party at the school for old students.. jonas didn't know i was helping out there and he wasn't really too happy to see me, so i didn't really spent much time with him that evening, but ended up talking with gitte again who bought shots and everything lol :p
October.. autumn break.. sucked... spent some days at jonas cuz he was home alone, one evening together with his sicko but funny neighbour and his girlfriend. that was a nice evening and i guess that was one evening in a long long where me and jonas actually got a along..
Then things started going wrong wrong wrong.. Jonas told me he didn't know if he loved me anymore and i felt crushed.. but i guess it wasn't a shock, because i knew it was coming i just didn't want it to happen i guess.. then the next day he tells me loves me and that he wants us to work things out. so i said i'd make dinner saturday and i guess we did have a really nice evening.. but that was it. the next time we saw each other it started out with a huge fight. and the next time after that and so on.. i decided to cancel our dinner plans one night cuz i honestly didn't feel like it and i guess that put the dot over the i :p
cuz in november we decided to break up.. which was for the best and yes i was sad, but the thought of me and him being able to have a great friendship in the future helped i guess. we talked a bit after breaking up which he thought was a bad idea, so we stopped talking.
then there was the choir party which was a bit.. fun but also not too much fun =/ i told jonas's friend a lot of things which i shouldn't have told him, but he didn't think he would go tell jonas everything afterwards..
so jonas called me the week after and that suprised me since we decided not to talk and i was fine with that. we should've never started talking again though =/ he came to visit me at my new job and we decided to meet up friday.. though course he got cold feet and i told him to fuck off. but i regret that so i wrote him a letter and dropped it in his mail box and believe me, THIS was really when we should have let it be. but noooo.. we started talking again and he told me that we couldn't have a friendship and all so i got sad and i said well maybe we should see each just one time to see what it is like. so we decided to see each other and this time we did. and yes we ended up kissing and blah blah blah. he told me he had missed me and if he could call me his girlfriend again and STUPID as i am, i said yes. so we decided to give it another try and the idiot even told me loved me again. but nooooooooo... he got cold feet and called me a week after telling me that it should have never happened and that he didn't think of me and he could tell me some other things but i wouldn't be too happy about that. i can't believe i actually started crying then, cuz he is so NOT worth my tears! I mean what he did to me was just such a joke! which is why I'm so not sad now, cuz you know what *hits him in the head with a shovel*.. I'll NEVER talk to him again and hell no we won't have any friendship, cuz I don't want anything to do with him! Fuck you
Oh yea i got a job in november too which i hate and i started taking my driver's license.. woo i'm so good at driving (not).. =/ and i hate my job.. but on the upside gala is on thursday..
anyway my conclusion to this -- never talk to jonas again ok no stop Majken :p my conclusion is this.. i'm gonna take a break from this journal and you can delete me if you want but i don't really feel updating anymore right now.. i'll probably still read your entries, i don't know.. ok i'm being weird but i've changed a lot in this past month and right now i need a break from things.. i'll probably still be on msn, but lately i haven't been in a talking mood and i'm sorry people.. =/ this is why i need a break, i need to come back and be happy cuz right now i'm a bit messed up =/ so don't take it personal if i don't talk to you and you can hate me if you want.. not that i've talked much to you these past 6 months anyway =/
This year has been amazing. I remember posting this same year conclusion last year and half of it was just depressing.. But I didn't really have as amny bad things happening this year I guess.
The New Year started off great the Christmas break really brought me and Jonas closer together. January was great too, there was the first choir camp thingy and whenever I look back at that it just brings back soooo many good memories and I will never forget that trip. We got so wasted two nights in a row and during the day all we did was sing but me and 2 of my friends decided to ditch haha :p also my friends caught me and jonas doing something cuz me and jonas thought we could have some privacy but no lmfao! (ok they didn't actually see something just to make that clear, but it was kinda obvious :p) fun i'm telling you and everytime they were going into the room after that and the door was closed, they knocked on the door lol :p respect :p i was busy convincing them that nothing happened afterwards though lmao! the gala night was awesome too! we danced lanciers and then i ended up talking to gitte and she is just extremely nice ;) though jonas wasn't too happy about that :p and kia telling me there was a man in the freezer and here i thought i was wasted :p and me ans jonas's secret hiding place in the freezing basement - and then having gitte (who slept upstairs) telling us that they could hear everything we said downstairs, which kinda made me a lil nervous thinking that all of my friends could hear what happened in down the basement lmao :p ah they were asleep anyway :p aw hope it'll be just as much fun this year, but i doubt it :(
February my birthday fun stuff nah :p though valentine's day was great and something i'll never forget. i made dinner and i made my own room be this little restaurant with only candles and a nice set table with wine and everything.. ah *sighs*
March me and jonas had our 6 months anniversary and he gave me roses and chocolate in school<3 though the night we went out to celebrate was also the night he told me he had been with his ex the day after we broke up =/ not nice, that hurt me real bad =/ and then Julie had a lil party at her house where I brought Jonas, which was fun and then the day after there was the Hawaii party where I spent all the evening talking to Cille :)
April.. Another fun choir party and a school party :) Not much happening in April no :p wrote my Danish assignment and spent all the time at home doing practically nothing since I finished the paper Wednesday already ;o)
May.. May 1st is the day where you go to Fælledparken :) so me, Jonas, H, Julie, Kia and Christine did that and we had a nice time there :) May 5th was the day where we were told which exams to have and yes.. we ended up having none and woo no Latin exam for Majken :p I also recieved a letter from the police telling me I had to come see them cuz they needed to talk to me =/ scared me quite a bit, but realised it was just an old "friend" of mine who thought it was me who broke into her parents car =/ I also had to be home alone for a week :D that was nice! Had my friends over and Jonas too ;) also had my written tests bleeh =/
June I got my first F in an oral exam :p luckily it wasn't any serios exam but just a test exam, so now i know what to improve for june next year :p Jonas got his hat and graduated from school :) they had this graduation party at his house and it was nice :) it was so much fun when he had to drive around in the truck with his class :p though when they were at Jonas's they weren't as drunk cuz he was 3rd on the list, but when they reached my friend's neighbour's house at 6, they were wasted! lmao! aw, my friend has this really nice picture of me and jonas *thinks of the good times*...
July I spent a week at Jonas's and wow that was a challenge =/ but we managed to get through the week without too many fights :p we also ordered a trip to Rhodos, my first trip without parents. It was an amazing week, which I will never forget<3
August I started school again and I guess it would be here that things between me and jonas started going downhill.. School was stressing me out and Jonas also had school and *sighs*.. though an upside would be the intro trip with my class :) we spent it in this small summer house in the middle of nowhere and looked at the stars and slept 9 people in the small living room and Maurice's lame jokes... :p
September.. not much happening, me and jonas had our one year anniversary, spent it at an italian restaurant and went to see shrek 2 <3 <- that would be the last time we did something good...
Then there was the reunion party at the school for old students.. jonas didn't know i was helping out there and he wasn't really too happy to see me, so i didn't really spent much time with him that evening, but ended up talking with gitte again who bought shots and everything lol :p
October.. autumn break.. sucked... spent some days at jonas cuz he was home alone, one evening together with his sicko but funny neighbour and his girlfriend. that was a nice evening and i guess that was one evening in a long long where me and jonas actually got a along..
Then things started going wrong wrong wrong.. Jonas told me he didn't know if he loved me anymore and i felt crushed.. but i guess it wasn't a shock, because i knew it was coming i just didn't want it to happen i guess.. then the next day he tells me loves me and that he wants us to work things out. so i said i'd make dinner saturday and i guess we did have a really nice evening.. but that was it. the next time we saw each other it started out with a huge fight. and the next time after that and so on.. i decided to cancel our dinner plans one night cuz i honestly didn't feel like it and i guess that put the dot over the i :p
cuz in november we decided to break up.. which was for the best and yes i was sad, but the thought of me and him being able to have a great friendship in the future helped i guess. we talked a bit after breaking up which he thought was a bad idea, so we stopped talking.
then there was the choir party which was a bit.. fun but also not too much fun =/ i told jonas's friend a lot of things which i shouldn't have told him, but he didn't think he would go tell jonas everything afterwards..
so jonas called me the week after and that suprised me since we decided not to talk and i was fine with that. we should've never started talking again though =/ he came to visit me at my new job and we decided to meet up friday.. though course he got cold feet and i told him to fuck off. but i regret that so i wrote him a letter and dropped it in his mail box and believe me, THIS was really when we should have let it be. but noooo.. we started talking again and he told me that we couldn't have a friendship and all so i got sad and i said well maybe we should see each just one time to see what it is like. so we decided to see each other and this time we did. and yes we ended up kissing and blah blah blah. he told me he had missed me and if he could call me his girlfriend again and STUPID as i am, i said yes. so we decided to give it another try and the idiot even told me loved me again. but nooooooooo... he got cold feet and called me a week after telling me that it should have never happened and that he didn't think of me and he could tell me some other things but i wouldn't be too happy about that. i can't believe i actually started crying then, cuz he is so NOT worth my tears! I mean what he did to me was just such a joke! which is why I'm so not sad now, cuz you know what *hits him in the head with a shovel*.. I'll NEVER talk to him again and hell no we won't have any friendship, cuz I don't want anything to do with him! Fuck you
Oh yea i got a job in november too which i hate and i started taking my driver's license.. woo i'm so good at driving (not).. =/ and i hate my job.. but on the upside gala is on thursday..
anyway my conclusion to this -- never talk to jonas again ok no stop Majken :p my conclusion is this.. i'm gonna take a break from this journal and you can delete me if you want but i don't really feel updating anymore right now.. i'll probably still read your entries, i don't know.. ok i'm being weird but i've changed a lot in this past month and right now i need a break from things.. i'll probably still be on msn, but lately i haven't been in a talking mood and i'm sorry people.. =/ this is why i need a break, i need to come back and be happy cuz right now i'm a bit messed up =/ so don't take it personal if i don't talk to you and you can hate me if you want.. not that i've talked much to you these past 6 months anyway =/