its my birthday today
ever realize how everything seems worse on your birthday?
i set my standards so high thinking its going to be the best day ever and now it almost 1 and not one of my friends had called
its kinda depressing
im sure by the end of the die everything will be better but as of now
this birthday blows!!

homework and kids and basketball and football and x boyfriends and friends and drinking and grandmas and fires and sun explosions and youth groups and weekends and pictures and evacuations and phone calls and typing and bending it like Beckham and braces and vision and fingers and body and pimples and periods and sleeping or the lack there of and ( Read more... )

its 2 am again here in london. i need a friend for all these lonely nights. and the day isnt that much better. i wanna be home ( Read more... )

im feelin a little better now. talked to some friends and they helped. i love my friends!
love yah all

its like 3:30 in the mornin and im soooo jet-lagged.
i cant fall asleep and this weird sad emotional i wanna go home feeling keeps comin back.
i miss everyone soooo much and i've only been gone a couple hours.
i dont know how im gonna last the rest of the summer.
HELP!!!

weirdest thing... tonight i was supposed to leave to london and then israel. all week ive felt like i didn't want to go and I'm not gonna get on the flight. i get to the airport tonight and my passport is expired. do u believe this shit???? anyways i gotta renew my passport and that can take up to 2 weeks. so screwed .
ttyl
night

uch... i had such a crappy night ( Read more... )