My dad and I went to the bars last night. He was really drunk. It was pretty much some of the best fun I've had in my life.

Also I'm going to try and plan a spring break trip out here!

I am completely and utterly in love with San Diego. I'm ready to move here today. I met some guys on the airplane who are filming a paintball tournament, and they invited me out.

We went to the zoo and drove around today. Tonight we're going out to the bars.

It just feel so incredibly right.

A cutsomer told me I look like Winona Ryder. I wish.

Xmas shopping and Zelda today. San Diego Wednesday.

I've been having this thought lately that it may be a very long time before I am with someone. I feel like my emotions are completely fucked and their timing of being affected by someone or not is so backwards.

JB's way better at Zelda than me. It's kind of sucky.

Ryan is coming to visit!! He's on a bus in Atlanta right now ( Read more... )

It's getting cold and I'm having such a hard time not thinking about being alone. It will be nice when everyone leaves. I'll probably just live at Matt and Kevin's house.

I'm really considering deleting my facebook and myspace. Who needs those things anyhow.

I might have cervical cancer. I have to go in for a biopsy after Thanksgiving.

Last night I drank ( Read more... )

The last couple of days have been pretty good. I've been 400 miles away from everyone in my daily life, so you can imagine why.

Still no word from Chris. I don't expect one. Regardless of how people appear with their friends, they can still be the most subtle assholes on the planet.

I feel rather crappy today. It was good to talk to Ryan so much. But other than that... sucky. To the max. So many people have come in to my life.. by total chance... and now are gone again. It's as is they didn't even register. A hiccup in the grand sceme of things. It's truly sad ( Read more... )