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ok so today has been a very venting day. ive been letting people know how i feel.heres some examples
i hate fake/2 faced people. dont sit there and talk bad about someone. like calling them names and saying what you dont like about them.. then the next day be all buddy buddy with them.ive realized that goes on alot more these days. and i want to kill myself if i have to listen to anymore fake people. esp in my PE class.
i dont get why people need to let others know of what drugs they do. like yea its your life you can do what you want. no one can tell you you cant. but i just dont get why you need to annouce it to the world. its nothing to really be proud of. i love all the kids that i hang out with.. i just dont think they need to talk about it all the time.
theres a bunch of little things bothering me aswell
i dont like feeling like that person who you only talk to when theres no one else to talk to. or you only want to hang out when you have nothing better to do. its like im not good enough for your time.
i hate the feeling of being used by people.
the worst feeling of it is when you know that someone used you just to get something you have.
steve wonders why i get bothered by all this... but i can help the way i feel.
maybe i just need to get away for a long time?