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Getting out of touch with LJ and you, my LJ friends, was never intended and I always wanted to change that. I'm sorry that those treasured few of you still here get only sadness. I'm disabling comments on this because I don't want to pressure you ... and I will need your support maybe even more soon.
My grief has now turned to terror, as Kobold's only surviving sister is suddenly sick, worse than Kobold was. Neither ever had the runs, so I had never even known they were lethal, but I would have from this liquid stench that plagues Kendra now. Injections, infusions, blood works, the indescribably literally sickening fear of boss/colleague, force-feeding, excrement, pills, vomit, and all that in only four days.
But the vet I vowed not to go to, to have Kendra just die here than with tubes in a tiny storage room there, I had to go to again, and now she forces me to come back on workday Monday and more syringe feeding and pills and despite all that, I don't actually know what I should do since she had the runs worse after the infusion of vit B and anti-biotics and force feeding. I don't even know if I should call her on Sunday, and I don't think I could manage the 2 hour public transport to the uni clinic.
Nobody to give me infusions. My mind and my body are shutting down.
My grief has now turned to terror, as Kobold's only surviving sister is suddenly sick, worse than Kobold was. Neither ever had the runs, so I had never even known they were lethal, but I would have from this liquid stench that plagues Kendra now. Injections, infusions, blood works, the indescribably literally sickening fear of boss/colleague, force-feeding, excrement, pills, vomit, and all that in only four days.
But the vet I vowed not to go to, to have Kendra just die here than with tubes in a tiny storage room there, I had to go to again, and now she forces me to come back on workday Monday and more syringe feeding and pills and despite all that, I don't actually know what I should do since she had the runs worse after the infusion of vit B and anti-biotics and force feeding. I don't even know if I should call her on Sunday, and I don't think I could manage the 2 hour public transport to the uni clinic.
Nobody to give me infusions. My mind and my body are shutting down.