Ranting and raving about last night, ect...

Jan 14, 2005 10:18

I can do two things well, two things which are pretty important in school and that's worked out for me. I can read well and write well. I know I can get my points across fairly easily if I try. I really want to blame some certain events on my inability to communicate in type-form. But the thing is, I know that's not true. I the truth is that the person who I was talking to had no interest in listening. That depresses me. A note to anyone who cares - a sure-fire way of pissing someone off is using the phrase LOL in the middle of a serious discussion. Also, if you want to really hurt someone's feelings, ignore their points, make up your own version of what they said, and pass it all off as "no big deal."

I guess I doubted my instincts for about 12 hours. I shouldn't do that really. Certain events have made me realize that my initial thoughts were true. This person is everything I thought, the emphasis landing on cruel and manipulative. The things I have watched this person do in an attempt to hurt the person closest to me, are insane.

A whore, is defined as: a person considered as having compromised principles for personal gain. Although that fits specifically in the last day or so, the other definition of a person considered sexually promiscuous also fits. Or wait! Is messing around with a "friend" who has a girlfriend not sexually promiscuous? Sorry - my bad.

Perhaps my name-calling wasn't wrong at all.

I honestly do feel sorry for this person. I can't imagine a life in which you don't have an ability to gain friends unless you manipulate them into liking you out of pity. I can't imagine being so blind and desperate.

Think what you want, comment how you will... I know I'm being petty, but trying to be "nice" and then watching Aaron be stabbed in the back is too much for me.

And don't think I'm not pretty pissed about his friend who contributed to this mess too. I am. I just don't see that person as being quite as heartless and cruel. More thoughtless than anything.

I know most of you who read this have no clue what the hell I mean. But one person will read this and get it. Not ever admit to having read it... But they will. And that's all I have to say on the matter.
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