I love him with everything I have. I'm so thankful that he's stayed here with me through all this shit, and all the shit I've caused.
Don't ever let me hear you say I don't love this kid again. 'Cause seriously, you're fucking hitting a nerve. I have no patience for bullshit anymore. I have other things to worry about. . more important things.
I love ( Read more... )

I miss you so much right now. I need you more than ever. I wish I could just talk to you one last time and maybe I could get things straightened out in my mind. Everything is so confusing right now, and I know that if you were here you could help me. I wonder what you would say to me now. I wonder if you would be proud, or disappointed. How would ( Read more... )

Braylon Jonathan Enright.

Uhm. . I guess I got tagged? . . by Jay of course.

1. James Taylor- Sweet Baby James
2. Spill Canvas- Black Dresses
3. Nirvana- Oh the Guilt
4. Our Lady Peace- Innocent
5. Alkaline Trio- Tuck Me In
6. Our Lady Peace- A Story About A Girl

"It's Everyone's Fault But Mine"

Everything has got a sense of permanence attached to it,
sucks you in and feeds you until finally you're used to it.
And now you're so dependent.
Now you're so defensive.
Now you're finding reasons why they're all wrong.
So in love with all your vices.
You can't change or move on.
And it comes to this,
such tragic endings.
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I wish I’d spent more time with my dad when he was alive ( Read more... )

Don't try to hide the fact that you actually are a whore. . why bother?
Shit spreads hun. Face it.
Are you gonna hide your amazing prom weekend?
It won't be hidden for long. .

I remember daddy's hands folded silently in prayer ( Read more... )

Things to do:
1. Get a job. . if Dave allows me to.

2. Look for a place to live, if that's what we decide to do.

3. Get back in school. . .maybe.

4. Don't always depend on everyone else.

5. Start being happy. . somehow.

6. Don't neglect the kid.

7. Stay away from making stupid mistakes.

Dear Me,
Kindly shut the hell up. Stop being so paranoid. He. Likes. You. He told you so. Why are you so damn worried, you freak?
This is the closest you've been to in love with someone. You were so sure that he was the one. No, he is the one. Sure, you've said it to guys before, but this one is real, and you've never felt like this before. Keep ( Read more... )